Foggy Recollection

Fire in the days makes full blaze in mind is haze I put into phase. I’m a soar eyes, darkened mine, chronic surmise, seeps my mind. I feel nothing I slip soot patches exploded I play with matches. I move ease see a haze complete it all ill conceived ideas did replete. I feel a…

Once Again

Oft I cry treason, in a realm reason is a hurt we’re ill in every season. Oh the look I see every day a path my memory hold I do mental math. Is it this function, a logic I can’t see? Let us begin run in sun to dive in sea. But for to prosper…

Judged

That inside me I tend to hide it. My desire to try and define a fit. Slip into pants I see suited well. Tell of truth you tried withheld. I am screaming multiple euphoric dulcet tunes I’ve seen this I wore it. Upon Christians back no whip hits. But I guess they’ll judge for kicks….

Sturdy

A storm in your eyes sleeps lion. A sturdy stone I upon am relying. I can’t sleep dear, I hope you hear in so crystal clear sturdy made ear. Hear not a sound, for I creep around and stalk as I walk; look what I found. A pen reverberate in my mental state I don’t…

A Dose Of The Real

It is completely silent here. As I rest my mind is wandering aimlessly. I’m trying my best to describe a moment I had in my life with someone whom I almost married. But hurt resides in the memory of her. To think ill of her would be like me saying my love for her I…

The Grey

Help me meet my soul again. I’ll be alright in the end. The panic sets inside my arms I feel embrace I do your charm. Thank you of such high esteem I am at times an embrace of heat. Damn my mind, it soar I wail out of this skull I do feel fear, doubt….

Smoke

You know I seep in sleep induced by a leaf’s strength. Maybe I’ll be a lowly phantom. As I inhale I ride tandem. You me same, I feel the dawn. Let’s drift off in great beyond. Swear a word not I am clear. Pain now I call to dissapear. Room quake, as I here bake….

For To Worship

My dear I was left for an ill death once more. Astray tides, euphoric lip of an ocean me it grips. Your wild complexity, fire breathe, it runs free. Unhindered, soft to tender adorned enter awe, splendor. I’ve a hole it I fill all night to suppress, an idol I find. Worship it, the grandeur…

Dapper Devil

I know I look nice in a suit. My daddy he wears one too. I was taught I should always look my best; reality betray. Thank yous I slip off tounge. I wear dapper linen for fun. My disguise let I do myself go in imagination outside I show. How am I sane from all…

Jester

Dear ladies and gentlemen let me introduce you to the truthes to see. That in an air of a wrong position, you could say I’ve cautious intuition. I see the dark it is spread me all over. I want to sink deep, I want bury clover. Humps of earth I use to bury a scene…

Once More

All up in air, strong breeze, I am under a song bird tree. Up where I can see the sky I see what it is appears as eye. Maybe a time I once there I feel now often a stare. Where the lit dawn shows in your smile and gentle slim chin. I see you…

Drowning Night

I see the notion, held in your hand. I know of mystique, for a mystery I am. Made of brambles, strewn upon grass we struggle breathe air to strangle fast. I need air I need it in lungs a heart me I project to utter it, set all the ire free. Sunlight in clouds, my…

The Lord’s Design

Adonis of my sweat, may you consume it. My all consuming id, I acquired so explicit. What have you done? I feel the touch a gun, you wield in my hand and I turn to far run. I’m a hero dear Lord, I think I’m not so I am. Mighty in the sky torn and…

Abyss

Gold is not old in this world told I’ve an incling so I throw in to fold. Radiant my dear your skin it is near I release all a fear and speak so clear. Do not I’m worse, I feel you and curse does this throat of mine I now thirst. I shouldn’t because with…

Random Shit At Midnight Vol. 2

I was a smoker for many years. From 18 to 38 I smoked Camel Blue 99’s. Boy, they hit the spot. After a meal of ribeye steak and mash potatoes and gravy…man, a cig hit the spot. Now don’t run away. Nicotine. That’s what I want to address at heart. I suffer from severe anxiety….

A Grip Colder

I’ll not be spiteful,no superman now.Those years goneI dig deeper down.***At the crux a soulan asp bit me there.I no longer a child,distastes I’m aware.***The cold scratchesup seasoned spine.I’ve felt age touchand hands of time.***I find me in shadowthat reflects aspect.It partakes curioustone I must respect.***I’m in a void timeit beckons me tire.In the creases…

Savored Behavior

I feel to heal this my shield I’ll relent yield not you killed. Broken savior my bad behavior adds to a flavor I come to savor. Acidic trip lips eyes like tulips I truly do miss our sweet kiss. A posion venom on now is done in red lips strip a broke kingdom. Figure you’d…

Spectre

I met you once, I smart a dunce; drugged up now I feel a nuisance. The curves stick in a cloud so thick flickered a switch flashed lit quick. Haunt does tone, a tune I’ve known, shakes my bones so I hunger home. Faded silhouette, shadows I sweat. Day dream I get caught in your…

Assuaged

For years a fear had me close eyes. The logic explored it has two sides. Emotion, heart, lip I’ve been equipped to slip a shiv quip, to allow me the slip. I get it it’s fine I’m awkwardly designed. Fight claw you will find a fleeing mind. Slow to understand I’m a complex man. Fear…

Side Effects

Cryptic but clear insinuations appear in haze but clear; all the worst fear. I am a paradox in my old bitter end I’ll break not bend, see dark as friend. Left open wound from past construe I think shades blue and lick to soothe. Basic I am believe I will always seethe, to labor to…

Sedate

Sweet rest it I think I’ll in dive. A pill into night to erase all time. For the rage of an arrow above I think I’ll smug say it’s enough. Rash damn this forlorn gone is cold night’s kiss in my ear crisp. I feel an ember and I remember what in render I let…

Random Shit At Midnight

I remember when I was in my accident years ago the shock of it all never really set in. Now the fear of putting myself in a position where I must conquer obvious fears while at the same time progressing where I need to be in my life is daunting. I don’t need these stressors…

Blissfully Detained

Finally made it, in my own bed. A place welcome rest for my head. So barred up in this prison views I’ve had at times visions, untruth. Call me up rise I will occassion give past my old own persuasion. Relent I give up I’ve my own way to dredge up my lulls of the…

Asylum

Oh my sweet vessel, an angel of war hid a chaos in you spawns, it shatters your ribs. Breath now is heavy, labored and so dense. The weight caving in spurs inside you sense. Brittle you’ve hidden all places I forbidden you’ve let me in them; let blaze your rhythm. Beat does a world up…

Aspect Of Heart

I draw conclusions above is confusion of an all seeing eye; tricks of an illusion. Held down rough is the feel of your skin. Pierced just to bleed, confusion has set in. Your flames I expel from my nose smell I do fumes of hell, a sulfur I know well. Rapture does lucifer, while he…

I Know You

The fields always grew us we tasted dew of youth let’s not leave wasted. Forward back too am I very bruised a tick-tock a clock rocks me as I muse. Tall we’ve grown my friend twisted is an idea now and never did I miss it. Time has absorbed none of your grace. Here now…

Afford A Dance

What is this I see crumble in a form my ego I tumble? Exercise this demon within. Douse all holy water on skin. You see me I cry I die inside this cavern do you see I hide? Cave in I do, I suffocate lies you’ve told me to raise high. I’m broke leave in…

Another Day

It, all of it, fades away. Be gentle a havoc is day. Feel all the shells feet under true a sand’s heat. Every path has been a way for all under a day. Hope, I pray, is kept stern. There is bliss, it is earned. Listen to a soul who lost; who gave up at…

As A Sinner

My love my dear, how can I express the level of my joy here under duress? Sad it is my theme that permeates it seems most times a smile doesn’t fit. The haunt the stir, my soul calls a cry. Though I try speak lips now I can’t pry. I shall now pursue only but…