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Check out these oldie but goodies… Including my favorite song of all time….

Vessels Bleed

I’ve always hadan image of whatI am today say athing you must. Tell me storiesof the pills and allthe of the alcoholand I’ll try help call. But your a stepaway from the edge.Keep me dear agift a simple pledge. Take me please,set your needs at ease.For the vessels needto only bleed.

Leave Me To My Sorrow

Falling in the air,I see a warm eye.My descent is onelast final goodbye. I can’t seem finewhen a storm fallsupon me tears areon a cheek crawl. All is familiar toomuch I’ve been toofree and reckless Ifeel the skies blue. Maybe I can be aman you’d admire.But all angels seeme and see a liar. All is…

Sound Of Silent Sounds

In the winds of winterthe biting air remindsthat warm is the sun yetthe cold finds its time. I hear the crisp paper;fluid marks the surfaceand sends us a journey,an endeavor a purpose. I shall not speak for yousome things in a head.For without my secretsall my mystery is dead. I’ll retreat though upinto a canvas…

Innocent Sense

In my toxic mind Ideemed unnecessaryneed for your touch,innocence I try carry. The sinews of a soulnurture all purpose.A peaceful nature Ibeg be between us. It binds me I knowhow to step in snow.That chills to boneall inside that grows. Revive me my lovein celestial bodies Idream with no hopewhile I peer at sky. What…

Closure

I caught a glimpse,after I didn’t look,so let us go slow tofill pages our book. Our book it’s thickbut inanimate likea solid cold thing;still I feel delight. I’ll speak of colors,to the Lord I’ll see.I’ll tell of our storyof heart, chemistry. A quick look quitwith your eyes I’mnot worth it I amin a state sublime….

Musical Musings #1 “The Rolling Stones.”

Okay, so this song is about drugs…or so some say anyway. I think different. I think this is about escaping reality, which is rife with filth for some. Also, it is about drugs. See what I did there? There are many reasons people do what they do. We all fight in our own little battles….

The Hole Consoles

There I said it,again I yell see.I throw back across look leave. No care in lifedoes adorn me.I grow ever up,you I try reach. I can’t get it so Ioften wrong tracea place I reach soit I might erase. Bruised, beatenin a hole a headmine aches loud Iread stars instead. They pulse over,your body is…

Abominable

Save me, this drug has limits I’m above. I ashame a family I sleepless my nights. Starven, kept crypt a mouth on my lip. Shall I breathe I suffocate my eyes? Take will I a reason repel you a treason. Condition, is nominal, I function abominable.

Where It Belongs

I try prysapphirein an eyein desire. The timeit is gonewhere itbelongs. So let’s beshit crazy;togetherbreathe. I’ll light acandle sewa story youwill know. Maybe bassfrom yourtape deckit was pure. So let me Iwill do wellto tell wherelove dwelled. In a lane sodark a night.Stars in sky,were bright. Crickets lowchirped smilekiss we awaydid all vile. In a…

Not Made Alone

Do you see thelight at the endof a tunnel standthere I do friend? Know wrenchingI do in a stomach.I softly try move,I grow on from it. Your cautious andI don’t blame you.What in this crazyworld can we do? An embattlementmay seem strong.It is why hands asmine bring along. You’re the objectto spears onslaughtthat cause a…

Ma’am It’s All A Blur

It was clear untilI took my last pillthat what put stillwas to the top fill. It i’ll go ahead take.Why I do medicate?To be wise to awakein all that is so fake. I love lying though.Secrets they growwhen told in lit lowplaces love knows. I grew up cryingand secrets lyingin dark underlyingultimate designing. I didn’t…

Trip

I saw a cloudam I allowedto trip awhile,real disavow? A drop or twoa peace soothe;see me a foolI dosed move. I need to relax Isense need backso I might react,stop tragic acts. I am not a heroI’m caustic tornfrom the seemssince I was born. Spin blood rushit does to a headso reality shoot Ican down…

I Remember When I Loved You

I always got a long time to tune in song where I live in beats that know no wrong. Covering the hurt in underneath tan skin and a slim sort of grin I reach to satisfy again. I see your eyes glow the room that slows me I try to get to know where heat…

One Last Tear

I’ve live beauty every day when the thoughts of you do begin. Really it’s like the same for all. Let’s not let our decency ever fall. When I’m gone and the earth splits open I’ll always remember a kiss. You follow me back to a youth one with which I was so uncouth. I do…

Cryptic Mood

The way I am is a bit obscure for someone like you sure. I’m not good at the things try take my eyes I try them to dry. Exist I’ll try it to try withstand the pain a crime; wound has sand. Come with me my soul craves it. An empty place; to think here…

A Mirror Found At Sea

Beckon pacify loveup in stratosphereso you might holdthe sun closer near. Turn over a newleaf in your belief.Watch the tide asit rips over a reef. The moon refreshyour face it gracesover endless facesas water flow traces. The nook in despairI plan go nowherein a land need repairinnocence once there. Turn to the years toabate the…

The Sharp Shards

Corridors of airbiting bitter chilldo the chasms lowin my stomach ill. Blood rushes intomy vessels my wits.My wits at their endssummon rage fits. A tunnel my visionsees not but insanity.When forces comewith tragic calamity. I see but a childplace hands at a helmthat drives maturityfar from my realm. A vexed mind sitshere so appalled.I heard…

GOD & ME

Grow I did ina home meek.God above hehad my belief. I danced softly,I prayed clear;I asked forgive Idid so in tears. For my sins I’velaid them there.At God’s feet Iam not scared. For if my faithit turns out trueI’ll be not in rotbut in skies blue. Some think silly,see me insanely.Pain’s a story formany so…

All For You

I fight all I canto erase the sightyour eyes blazedmy eyes in flight. I come from thereal parts of meunlike the yearsthat pass quickly. There is a place,in me I do retreatso that I may restI recall memories. All these pages Isit back to take in.Where is my logic?I beg it to begin. My purpose…

Built Between Us

All over again themask you wear isa replacement fora face that is amiss. Seep deep lungs sothe feelings showwho you are in heatand in bitter snow. Expel the whispersthat tickle the spinethat seep deep onlyfor my rapture find. Why do you hide athought, emotion ora feeling such as oneyou think I’d ignore? My trident I…

As We Were

Jump you will notat joyous tunes sung.Dull is my fascinationyou deemed no fun. Take what you will,the pain is building up.Will every part of meand my soul be enough? I felt your reason andall your logic fly away.Remain I will here inmy own known ways. Dark we were we crepttogether long ago foundwe did laughter…

A Chaotic Norm

I caught a glimpseof the stain’s glowin a garden made Iof a chaos I know. Do it to me and Isit here in a stormall the while calmfor chaos is norm. The colors fall off,but stay for few daysso I smoke a hazein my own ways. I see it now so realthe strength a zealthat…

Now So Aware

I touch my face, I feel this place. I hear you trace mistakes I erase. You are gone so I sit back attack me please to do hurt mercy lack. Rip me apart fire of heart’s desire knows me a liar; let it all transpire. Love of my soul what I try know beneath below,…

To Slay The Demons

I’ve been a child, wandering in wind, while all the while my respite calls. Some kind of toy, a trinket I play abhor me my making of my tortured soul. See I do ignorance, my naivete. See I my words so I am naked. They pierce a plane, where the disease that seizes me and…

Reckless Art

Take this shard planted in my side; elevate me my love past pain’s passing. For a moment I am for a moment you are. The wind in me the reckless in my art. A moment of flight; a moment taken me and placed amongst clouds above the sea.

A Rogue Design

Maybe adrift I canswaddle in powerof love but in thehours past it’s sour. Upon this precipice,a tale told of lost illconcepts grip and Ifollow grips of a pill. The lows grasp me,and I fell before too.So finding this depthfor me is not new. So I kick up dirt Itell the fates foreverto take this cup…

Numb

A bottle I enjoy,it falls inside meto numb a hurtleft by memory. I feel desire deepto throw over allcontrol of facultyin my limbs I fall. The bed I writheis sturdy but faildo my lungs as Itry them exhale. So I return to it,to scratch in penthe hurt deep Ican’t keep within. The weight needI do…

The Hurt In Me

Coming from a foreign land you were a different point of view. I am calm for a moment I see a quiet depth a mystery in me. The pity in your heart peels skin where the vibrant red seeps again. I have forgot not, though blaze hot you burned rough in battles fought. I’ll keep…