Not Made To Be Alone (Love Changes Completely)

From some place within me buried beneath sadness and pain, is a coffin that calls me friend. Its from the past; called by many names. Fear and uncertainty are common residents. There is anger that resides there as well. Such things grasp at me from within. The coffin is a desolate place where I fell….

The Thunder From Within

Here I am now thinking of her yes she’s on my mind. No I haven’t been drinking just keeping sane in my time.  — My place so bold am I because I simply beg to try, to keep my faculties about me because without her I could cry. — I can’t stop it now I’m…

A Hand Reaches Back, The Blindness Of Pride

Sometimes my wisdom must pull my pride back to reality and it asks me… Have you walked where I’ve walked? Have you tread where I have tread? Have you seen what I have seen? Have you bled what I have bled? Dragging feet through the thick snow, traversing the peaks of the highest cliff, staring…

Escaping Death Four Times Leaves A Bitter Taste

How I find myself here sitting on the side of my bed writing this would make any atheist believe in God. It is the only logical explination that can be made after evaluating the experiences I’ve been through for a large portion of my life. In hindsight it is very vexing why we choose the…

The Value Of Love

There is something that changes around the eyes when a person is in love…true love. It’s as if colors become present when before there were just shades of grey. You are able to see clearer and it is the soul being enlightened when your mind comprehends the lengths you would go to have an excuse…

All Wings Tear

Quite a nice place it seems where whispers beg us to dream. Different are the sentiments the broken sing as they fly upon tired and fractured wings. Their grasp of sober judgement went where the last vice was spent. So must be the torment of a broken soul’s lament. So the tattered look to the…

The Echo That Brought Me Sight

In the beginning it began as an echo her sharp wit filled the halls within me, even when she said not a single word It spoke volumes, changing me completely. The gate of her stride was quaint I remember how she glided upon the floor. I can see it as if it were yesterday now…

Blame Bloodies The Feet

Blame is like revolving moving only to go nowhere, There I found a low place by shattering vessels I threw there. There I learned nothing my anger is like glass on the floor, I removed my shoes of discernment so now my pain is so much more. I threw down what I fancied that which…

Taking A Breath

Sometimes I need to take a break. I need to breath and learn that the past is in the past and try and make the future better than the past. The world doesn’t work the way anyone expects. I have to remember to be in control of what I can control and have faith that…

What Would We Be If We Were Incapable Of Loving Or Laughter

Einstein once said that coincidence was just God’s way of remaining anonymous.  Whether there is a God or not I am not sure. I envision an all knowing omniscient being would be saddened to see the world turn into what is has today.  I think there is a God and whether you believe in him…

Things Could Be So Much Worse Than We Think They Could Be 

Since my breakup I’ve been feeling a little down. I’ve felt like things couldn’t possibly be worse. Especially after how things went. So I went on a 5:00 am jog and of course I get hungry and end up here… So I get this mega-crave for tacos because quite frankly, there’s nothing a taco can’t…

The Asteroid Florence Buzzed Past Earth Early This Morning

An asteroid measuring 2.7 miles wide came within 4.4 million miles from earth early this morning. The closest it’s been in over one hundred years. Scientists say that it passed within just 18 times the distance from here to the moon.  Scientists say there is a one time in forty chance of this happening, but…