Not Made To Be Alone (Love Changes Completely)

From some place within me buried beneath sadness and pain, is a coffin that calls me friend. Its from the past; called by many names. Fear and uncertainty are common residents. There is anger that resides there as well. Such things grasp at me from within. The coffin is a desolate place where I fell….

The Thunder From Within

Here I am now thinking of her yes she’s on my mind. No I haven’t been drinking just keeping sane in my time.  — My place so bold am I because I simply beg to try, to keep my faculties about me because without her I could cry. — I can’t stop it now I’m…

A Hand Reaches Back, The Blindness Of Pride

Sometimes my wisdom must pull my pride back to reality and it asks me… Have you walked where I’ve walked? Have you tread where I have tread? Have you seen what I have seen? Have you bled what I have bled? Dragging feet through the thick snow, traversing the peaks of the highest cliff, staring…

Escaping Death Four Times Leaves A Bitter Taste

How I find myself here sitting on the side of my bed writing this would make any atheist believe in God. It is the only logical explination that can be made after evaluating the experiences I’ve been through for a large portion of my life. In hindsight it is very vexing why we choose the…

The Value Of Love

There is something that changes around the eyes when a person is in love…true love. It’s as if colors become present when before there were just shades of grey. You are able to see clearer and it is the soul being enlightened when your mind comprehends the lengths you would go to have an excuse…

All Wings Tear

Quite a nice place it seems where whispers beg us to dream. Different are the sentiments the broken sing as they fly upon tired and fractured wings. Their grasp of sober judgement went where the last vice was spent. So must be the torment of a broken soul’s lament. So the tattered look to the…

The Echo That Brought Me Sight

In the beginning it began as an echo her sharp wit filled the halls within me, even when she said not a single word It spoke volumes, changing me completely. The gate of her stride was quaint I remember how she glided upon the floor. I can see it as if it were yesterday now…

Blame Bloodies The Feet

Blame is like revolving moving only to go nowhere, There I found a low place by shattering vessels I threw there. There I learned nothing my anger is like glass on the floor, I removed my shoes of discernment so now my pain is so much more. I threw down what I fancied that which…

Taking A Breath

Sometimes I need to take a break. I need to breath and learn that the past is in the past and try and make the future better than the past. The world doesn’t work the way anyone expects. I have to remember to be in control of what I can control and have faith that…

What You Don’t Know About These Hurricanes

Hurricanes are made more intense by warm weather. Global temperatures keep rising each year to record highs. This is a significant correlation that can not be ignored. Global Warming is magnifying hurricane intensity.  One fact that people may not know about is that the recent hurricane that hit Texas, causing 71 deaths, degenerated and redeveloped. Hurricane Harvey…

Back In The Day

It has been so long since this picture was taken that I hardly recognize myself. It was taken when I was in High School. I’m the second one from left to right. Starting from the left is Billy then the turd to my left is Charlie. The guy standing behind Charlie is Zach. They are…

How Children Should & Do Change Your Life

I’ve been sifting through some pictures lately. The last post had my favorite pictures of my niece and nephew. All of these were taken years ago but one thing remains the same. There is no fiercer love than the love I have for these children. I always know they’ll be safe and it’s something being…