I tumble around in my head
flights of fancy or an ego fed?
What I let draw my energy out
I will entertain with certain doubt.
For I do not trust me or believe
what my heart feels or what I see.
A learned low rent psychologist
resides in me evaluating the risk.
Experience can teachingly implore
of paths that have pinned us to the floor.
Still we must traverse the tragic;
all around us as if we knew magic.
The endeavor must be undertaken
for the best parts of us to be awakened.