A Journey Of Discoveries

No need of words now that a look has captured. No need of sound now. Such things have raptured. Delivered unto the earth, returned up into the sky. No confusion all is clear and my view is so divine. I have delved deep inside, I have found myself well. So I return back unto the…

Addicted

*** Never could I project a beautiful notion without such an innocently born devotion. It may indeed be the part of my brain addiction has known to be places I remain. Your thoughts are where there is solace, that slay the pain inside and do call us. To think ideas that become like addictions to…

Having A Heart

I was heartbroken that my heart hurt so; but I am glad to know that I have one to hurt.

What’s Normal?

For some the word, “normal” is used to describe the things they understand. For me it’s normal to not understand a damn thing.

Ill Made Perceptions

It is important to note that I wrote this two years ago today. I have been lucky to overcome some obstacles but I have to remember where I was so that I remember to never go back to the dark place I was in. **** The bottle it calls me by name to blot out…

While The World Conspires…

Eating away such worry, it continues consume me. Invested am I in concern how some do tend grieve. Such a short time in time are we found floating adrift amidst the chaos in life we often others’ welfare forget. I can only expend myself so much before being weak. From the sorrow for this suffering…

Mystically Healing Eyes

My mind is vexed as traces left from her shimmering eyes take hold and mysteriously come forth to heal that which I despise. Where I saw her stand, front and center with a fiery display, was magnificent to behold; her energy lingers and over me sways. Suddenly I’m transfixed, suddenly I question myself questions, that…

If Only To Hear Your Voice

I would crucify what I hold dear, and worship you while weeping. I would do it effortlessly for you; for you supply my pain’s remedy. For your voice I’d give you dominion over my existence and loose myself. I’d leave what I find familiar and embark on your adventure. To discover the sounds of the…

Complexity Colored Blue

I suffered depression for years. Lost in despair I turned into a bitter lifeless person. I filled the hole inside me with anything I could to numb the pain. I was an alcoholic. I had nothing inside me that was beautiful. It was a terrible phase of my life that I felt I had no…

God For A Day

Breathe in I still do through and out my mouth come and go words speaking in silence right now. It is easy to imagine figments of my imagination pouring down on paper bringing forth machinations. In this blank space empty of any familiar sounds, I will write myself in then out of calamity abound. Adventures…

I’ve Never Traveled Like This

I’ve traveled far beyond what most have seen on this earth we call host. Love do I this thing that I enjoy. Here in front of you I do rejoice. That you see me as I paint this realm. Upon the earth as if upon a ship’s helm. I steer in the water so many…

I Guess I’m Damned

Pride is spoken of in the Bible as a hindrance. There is an obvious conflict when one talks about pride. How can someone be both humble yet also confident without being prideful? There are times when I think of what I have power over and the reality is that I only have power over my…

How Greed Ties Shoes

You don’t know how to tie your shoes; your information spews from sycophant’s news. A soul that festers in love with it’s reflection is too toxic to receive true love and affection. I guess you need feed off of golden trimmed plates. Others arrive early to eat, you arrive fashionably late. Your presence begs to…

A Change At Maestro

For my friend CM ***************************** It was hallowed ground the place where you stepped. I’ve painted some pictures for your pocket, to be kept. All words you’ve spoken; run them inside your head. You bend them to your will; tell me is your ego is fed? All is but fleshy tissue; blood, veins and skeleton….

My Ferocious Fight

The monster inside I call to bring life, in unyielding nights, in cold nature’s plight. Visceral passion brings life unto her womb. Nature is so cruel so my ferocity does bloom. I shall emblazen trails I shall bring forth fire in flawed parts of me that weep and perspire. Our mothers taught us in her…

Gears Of Mine

I was listening to the “Glitch Mob” when I thought of this. I’m heartbroken over the loss of a friend’s confidence in me but I was listening to the song, “Keep On Breathing.” Off of their album, “Seeing Without Eyes.” If you haven’t heard of the Glitch Mob, well now you have. It sounds better…

Without You

Bitter aspect; I’ll try define it. Passed my eye lids I try to cipher it. Jaded and torn, from chaos born. Taught by friction from conflict adorned. Loving is a fantasy when opposite is reality. I see truth you bring, my face I can’t guarantee. I know it feels good when you are around. Usually…

That Which Seeps In

The river runs swiftly with no care. If conflict flows deep it does bring despair. Deep into ground water seepingly absorbs in soil then down in under ground hoards. Making great caves formed over time. In those moments no sunshine it finds. Yet it moves and rocks it does smooth. Underneath facades; must resonate truth….

Sober Tendencies

I broke the book. Underneath I took an innocent look. It raptured and shook. Starving for more, as angels did emplore, turning to the door my mind did ignore. I reached for bottles earnestly in full throttle. For pictures of sanity I am not a lucid model. Softness is a drug, love a pill to…

A Sentiment For The Queen

I find that I despair in certain circumstances; cut scene, curtains! I may draw only what I see because real differs to me. I’m peculiar but I hate not; I won’t forget eyes I sought. The other day and last night, now the bough it breaks not. Told I did her truth in a note….

Whispers Of Vipers

I ask her how many faces she has in her bag. She roughly emotes introspective thoughts had. I can not recall a moment before now thinking so clear but I remember how. Everything changes as do whispers ear to ear. Truth is revealed only to turn and disappear. Care should I what human err reflections…

Someone’s Daughter

Let me exude sympathies, let me pour out my simple heart. I work my words respectfully in kind and in part. That soon comes thoughts of whom we as people are. Not for some superficial essence of lust that superficially spars. At odds I’ve been with how the world works and goes. Yet one thing…

Insipid Mockingbird

Vapid change in air makes you change your song, and you’ve been singing all the day so long. I wish I could project exactly the right words. Though these lines to me give comfort sound absurd. The sounds come from within from feelings. As I lay in bed I stare up into the ceiling. I…

What I Need Know

I can imagine that you can imagine quite a bit. You engaged in actions that left passages subtlety lit. That would guide the naive, me particularly right in, from the start to the end where it seems it begins. Your guile, wit and charm serve well and you quip fast. But what does your logic…

C.M.

This world gets tired again, my soul it does seek asylum. My mind it starves for her eyes and seeks to define them. Quite the journey it has been watching her walk in and out of my presence now and again all the while my heart is devout. I’ve written song after song since first…

Sustaining

Gravity holds me down while my mind flies away. To a different time and a whole clean new place. Try to see these words now please try to understand I seek no fame or grandeur only emotions so I can stand. The wrenching takes hold as I grip the bars of reality could you please…

Blissful Chambers

Individual chasms buried in a place I place them give me sustenance and vanquish the morbid bellow. Shall I invest in time, that beckons me move forward persisting or wallow in such blissful chambers? My meaning innocent my place is a calm that I call upon in my moments of solace where I set things…

Thank You

I guess you know as we come and go kindnesses exchanged dissipate angst to grow. They grow inside us with warmth of kindness because this world’s cold turning plush to dryness. The kindling of despair is stoked by the dry air but can be extinguished by the smiles we wear. The meaning of life is…