Without You

Bitter aspect;

I’ll try define it.

Passed my eye lids

I try to cipher it.


Jaded and torn,

from chaos born.

Taught by friction

from conflict adorned.


Loving is a fantasy

when opposite is reality.

I see truth you bring,

my face I can’t guarantee.


I know it feels good

when you are around.

Usually I’m tortured,

my mind not so sound.


When it rains I bleed,

without you in dreams.

I clamour out to the sea

by myself dragged endlessly.


Bitter aspect;

I’ll try define it.

Passed my eye lids

I try to cipher it.


When my mind see’s hope

I’ll confess every word.

Though at times sense

sometimes I find absurd.


Searching for definition

I dive deeper from sanity;

food becomes tasteless

and fire I tend to breathe.


What beauty you conjure

in my sight and fantasies

will last forever now in ink

and it brings me such relief.


Because I’m not well

from the places I’ve been hell

is not far off I see now

so as I go your musings I tell.


Of how you made me see

from inside and out of my mind.

I don’t breath fire when

what I feel and see align.

2 Comments Add yours

  1. kristianw84 says:

    Oh, Jared! This is amazing!! It’s beautiful, sad, and empowering all at the same time. It would be beautiful set to music, my friend! So, so good!!

    “When it rains I bleed, without you in dreams.” Gahh, phenomenal! Seriously, it gave me chills. I can tell that this comes from a place of pain, and it takes courage to share that with us! I really do commend you for it, my friend! It’s so important to allow yourself to feel the pain and not become numb to it. It’s the only way to truly heal. You’re very strong, and brave, and talented, and I’m in awe of you! Keep writing!

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    1. Thank you Kristian!!

      Liked by 1 person

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