Unsearched Feelings

I’m standing on edge

at the climatic scene

that involves us both

at heart-felt intensity.

Refreshing waves they

wash over me my being

and honestly my love I

wonder if I’m breathing.

Suffocating anticipation

has me gasping breath

that surges through me

and it scares me to death.

I’ve examined myself I

try to keep myself sane.

Feelings I feel for you

know nothing the same.

Nothing envelopes to

open my heart so wide

where nothing is left

for me to securely hide.

I try and describe what

warmth it springs forth

making my movements

stear more off my course.

My pulse rages and I cry

at the growing state of

my level of elevation in

what once I thought love.

To be honest I am scared

but I will let these things

play as they do in tandem

from intensity to dreams.

Am I going mad am I now

some kind of hallucination

that never happens ever in

nature or my imagination?

You are everything in a

pill I swallow hollow down

that has me begging for

your every breath of sound.

I am invincable with this

feeling that strength brings.

From evolving past the past

of mine to become new to me.

8 Comments Add yours

  1. Tanya says:

    Poignant and powerful, beautifully penned, I especially enjoyed the analogy of waves washing you over!

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Thank you for that Tanya.

      Liked by 1 person

  2. Tanya says:

    My pleasure Jared! Fine work!

    Liked by 1 person

  3. kristianw84 says:

    I know you say that you’re not a poet, but I’m here to tell you that this is one of the best poems I’ve ever read. I don’t just say that to make you feel good or because I consider you a friend. It’s true & I can tell you speak from your heart & I can feel it. Your words move me, especially this line:
    “Refreshing waves they

    wash over me my being

    and honestly my love I

    wonder if I’m breathing.

    Awesome work, Winchester! 💕

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Awe. You’re too kind Kristian. Your words mean a lot and I’m glad you enjoy what I write. I truly am honored you hold what I write in high esteem. That gives me confidence I have no words for. Youre a wonderful writer too. I appreciate you Weigman. 😊

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  4. kristianw84 says:

    Thank you, Jared. I appreciate you too.

    Liked by 1 person

  5. PERKY says:

    I loved this … really amazing 😊

    Liked by 1 person

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