You know me I am truly sorry.
I’m a tortured soul run amok see?
I am no man of steel I’m only flesh.
Living reality for me hurts to death.
Tortured I cannot seem to control
the way your memory takes hold.
So I scream out at what I can not fix
into the air for certain particular effects.
What you wanted is what I did too.
We were stubborn yet I fell for you.
Why chastise why engage into a fight
that’ve plagued morning and night?
Yes I am a ghoul via many avenues,
but me in your palm I am through.
I must find answers to rest a chaos
in me please release me I am so lost.
Why do you linger in me oh my dear?
I wish your judgement would disappear.
Release me from your shadow’s crouch;
I’ve strife even when with you I’m without.