My Shaky Endeavor

I would like to take a moment and thank you all for reading the madness inside my mind. My journey through life has been one fraught with misadventures, uncertainty, wrong turns and trauma. Having a place here with you guys has given me such a wonderful haven to address my duress. I would not trade…

Finding The Light

Release soft senses tuned to light born of the moon. The day does wrap around me love here I have found. Crash do the casualties of those forgot of joy to love. Orbs rise do inside energy. Create they a lit symmetry. Perfect drawn is soft charm; no fear shed a sense of alarm. Unknown…

Wicked Device

I imagine freedom I dream of those places where none singled out defend their faces. A scheme of the devil does construct a hate. That roars as if a lion in society it permeates. Breathe we must go easy and stand so firm. For lessons taught so long must be relearned. Driving out darkness it…

For The Flames

Setting ablaze a mind, you transfix in grace, a gaze from my eyes, the look upon my face. Burn it all to ground ashes will but remain. You were made for it, tamed only by a flame. This life is ever fleeting so you reach for to feel that which demands an emotion that is…

Battles I Must Fight Alone

Limp in my limbs, I torn once again, in life’s cove swim, I’ve a soul to hem. Evident is my pain so I revel my brain consumes I remain a shade of the sane. Truth is I’m at odds, pleasure is my God. All else to me fraud; I find hard applaud. Come close I…

Beyond Sight

A splendid tremor of that you’ve felt is better than sight; my icy heart melts. Beyond sight serves you well so breathe. All of the wretched twists in me leave. Don’t believe lies of eyes rise above judgement trivial things heal in love. Your eyes can be a tool that overtakes; what for me do…

Truth’s Soldier

There are crossroads, we come to a tension from our path’s trail exhaling fiery fiction. Do you really believe in what we had found? My heart pumps left me guess at no sound. I need to know what I do to tame the flames of what exactly you do feel so I can feel same….

Reborn

Once the chaotic child in me ran freely so wild as skeletons added while I was in a state of denial. Led to a church Sundays; hands clinched I’d pray. Then I’d fall in sin’s cave inside the incoming day. No longer am I a novice, my rebellion left a solace. I fear I can…

To Look At You

Quicksand I sink into half way tired. Palpable emotion I’ve for you mired. It exhausts me to follow your path when you do what is complex math. Add I have all the times I multiplied for a state tender I see in your eyes. It is for not I drive inside a passion fed. My…

I Fascination Breathe

Dense is the cloud I find me in I sway. You are in my mind, more time it I pray. Everything clutter, that in accumulates in my bloodshot eyes, I have been up days. I see you sitting in front of me laughing and smiling a voice of joy yours is lasting. It was days…

Fair Weather Friend

Where have you been? Chaos is beating bruise my world cold needs it, your balm for to soothe. When the bitter wind it swells clouds of calamity I look around and I see you nowhere near to me. Do you enjoy standing far away to see a torture that envelops consume my place circles vultures….

Places You Place Me

Black is the back to my portrait it in the corner sits away not well lit. Foregone niceties that smell sweet fade into oblivion eternity I’ll meet. Forever turn life, spin intertwined. Observe my state as you sip a wine. Bring unto a light, do it to sleep well, place me in places you want…

Shapes Of Complexity

I was born in flames that called to beckon me to bend in shapes in only one direction. I never fit into forms that for me expected were ways old fashion and by a rod directed. A rebel my soul went with the whims heart I had inside my spirit screamed torn apart. Anguish to…

Fade

Taken away left here stories tell of my search it’s darkly propelled. Solar flames jet passed my eyes. My discovery is here as ink dries. Shall I leave sad or joyfully rejoice? I think for now sad is my choice. From the deep it rises up to a top at what I might do, my…

Beholding Your Art

I see a merge of reality and dream. I see abstract I see a different scene. Absorbed become melted and drawn by me I happen to love a day’s dawn. Everyday a gift is a chance to change morbid pictures of pain to joy sustain. Falling consumed you are with an art that I see…

Where I’ll Never Return

I have some ghosts, whisps as if smoke, in my mind awoke to fly out my throat. Search and unwind I do over some time heal where I’m blind and I see what I find. Where I’ve learned, which me concerns, in memory it burns I will never return. Places sewn safe by understanding I…

What We Know Below

Hello chameleon, I see again change. Explain a reason to me do entertain. It is a deep dive in a pool of truth you fear it more for it at times is a bruise. What do your ill made monsters do? Dwell not expelled they’re hell for you. Everyone will lie and reveal in time…

Motion In Cold Oceans

Go real slow motion used tames a wave of cold abuse. Regal speech in your dance leads a heart into a trance. Pity the meek let them see you in motion so gracefully. On a stage it is a place soft; tender display, burdens lost. What a power you do possess to dance away what…

Fire You Breathe

On levels conquer does a frequency over my prowess often you breathe. From lips is a fire like dragons exert; a mystery unseen then is unearthed. Pockets of sound do become erased. In glorified fashion your voice is raised. Often you do it so my mind is a vault holding days gone which are my…

To Address Duress

I’ve torn the sheets covering me nights. I’m embattled bled, unchanged to fight. I want to evolve try I change perspective. Yet my vices do tear a method ineffective. All is same as before so I change my pace. Some new position I my bed shift its place. I’ve a responsibility to open my eyes…

Burning Alive

Fade away do lovely sinews that I do view of me and you. Do not want it that haunts in my thought; I’m no savant. I overthink I replay in my brain’s design all burn alive. Put on a pyre what we desire so all my fire turns me a liar. Back and forth sense…

Twisted

What am I to do with logic today? Contortion calls to altered states. Fold sentiment wrap it around you hold tightly to gentle sound. For now today I cry at humanity as it leaps off of cliffs of insanity. Which way look do you at an eye as our nature is twisted disguise? Can I…

An Azure Dawn

I see blue I see you dressed in diamond diving into dreams calling on an island. The shore is so soft but heat it blisters. Enchanted I do ask how ever resist her? Eyes glance across rooms they’re drawn into your replication of some azure dawn. Be the master that you’ve always been of commanding…

Memories I’ve Let Go

I want to look back a few years retreat to the past so I can hold feet to a heat. Slowly I burn I can see faces in a glow. As I pass away I’m beyond my control. I’d like to thank all my old friends now. I’m glad I do not see your rancor…

Coalesce

Our love has no form. Endless and so eternal we wrap each of us in that which is internal. Expressions of joy it is in us now abundant. Alone we feel stings of that which joy wasn’t. Alone I only survive by hanging on thin thread. Tied on my extremities I a puppet am so…

Pupil Of Fire

I remember her well, here next to me hurt like breaking of bone; in a wound some dirt. Wash it off I do so I’m free of macabre tones. She was a lit fire fierce, no nonsense condoned. She taught me how to grow with some scars. Left in an anguish she did but she…