Not Your Disciple

A vacuum grabs me as I am pulled, into your vicinity, I see I am fooled. I thought escape I a piece of a peace I had just found I a mania a release. Effervescent blood under my skin rose as in your arms I a fool felt your hold. As if some Christ I…

Awoken

Fiction is full, tainted is fed, inside dark to feed the dead. A want comes, heart hungers, a shelter from one to another. From within I now a frozen child broken a home is stolen. Barbs cover it, comfort always is bent by us a deceit dismays. I still just child reach to touch things…

For The Fading Light

The sun’s fading into far beyond; dance to its song, push onward on. For the tide feel it wash over feet where you and a new day do meet. A night is over a shore all yours it glimmers gold a serenity feel kiss. Where there has been storm wild goes with a time, it…

Delight In Night

We were born in my dreams. I sew magic of you within me. A thread binds the fabric solid to adorn skin I a love do call it. Words escape I, often not sure, am afflicted cry I for your cure. Take my hand a touch I’ll relate as we journey to a heaven’s gate….

I Damned Burn

The light full once it there now drips lit sorrow in air. Godess of an earthly orbit watch unfold life’s torment. I see wailing I hear the sobs. Innocence of life is robbed. Corrupt made is a method it our humanity hate eclipsed. All reasons it a day it passes to bury a hurt more…

To Behold You

I want to travel on a beam of light. I want to taste morning dew on the leaves of a fresh oak tree. I want to be refreshed in my heart with the glow of the moon. I want feel the earth rotate beneath me and be God of the day. Such things I am…

Grip Of The Beast

A devil arrived, claimed pursue you the soul he searches in you. To be a Queen, the evil will try, take your throne with selfish lies. To feel to dance a cello let move in and out an ear plays gentle tune . Let the drugs in, find you an ease that gives relief; on…

Top 5 To Come Alive

I would like to welcome you to my top 5 on repeat. Get yourself situated, plug in the headphones, turn loud and jam 🤘. “Bloodstream” – Transviolet “Jump” – Astrdid S “Stonecold” – Machineheart “Graveyard” – Halsey “Bad Intentions” – Transviolet

Diamond Love

I know I will be a slave you know chained I am your fool. A bounty a lot I’ve paid time. My infatuation eternity binds. Forever heard a voice it spoke brings a peace you’ve evoked. I remember it, a laughter coy, upward climbs does all of joy. Swallow blood of mine you do. I…

Spaces I Trace

I try my best to focus on what I must do to maintain who I am as a person. Identity and knowing ones self through introspection and meditation is a philosophy I practice. I try my best to love myself for what I am. I try and fix areas of my life I am unhappy…

Up On The Horizon

If alive take me my angel a love my soul dreams it of holy touch. I go places I see full of the dead. The headstones above necks fed. Walking tall I’ll bend fall down. Fall does a halo, hurt is crowned. I sense I numb extremities with fluid fermented crashing my lip. This life…

Savant Of The Heart

Something takes over us we must define our truth of what we love. Fall down does a liquid it is an ink to blot superficial things I do think. What we are in a prose of love rose from drawn odes, my mind’s abode. I will try be soft to bring a smile I have…

Language Of Anguish

From pages tears, words do reach the heart of you you need replete. If no eloquence or beautiful song a heart it aches a place to belong. Set free longing, dig underneath, the cynical cold turns red a cheek. I reflect I travel within my core when wind bites as I try to soar. Sad,…

Under Sun & Moon

There will be a day breath escapes lungs in my death. Weary worn I see you’ll too depart under a sun or moon. Take memory, I’ll cherish all, I’ve felt here as an end it calls. A fire it a pain I’ve felt it clear. Oceans of love I try keep near. Gentle laughs, they…

Best Ben & Jerry’s # 3

For those of you who have read this blog I first and foremost want to thank you. You are the wind beneath my wings. I believe that is the name of a song. A little hard to say for sure because I presently am inebriated. But for first time readers, welcome. Awhile back I embarked…

A Page For Pain

Fall to ascend I need humility for a day me I step back I see. I no better I’m just me a man, I seek a remedy pen in hand. Salted earth no grass does grow. Inside a garden I’ve no seed sew. There is an ego provided I try find logic in a red…

Part Of The Dark

I behold a dawn I now see bleed. The night before in it I did weep. A sorrow came twisted by dark. I learned of it I was in it a part. Dark resonates, suits me well. A solvent spun it in sun’s spell. In a night blind, my soul twisted, confused night and what…

Hunger Of The Heart

The time came the other day; for your touch hunger prayed. Empty bones were shred up as I took inside an empty cup. Logic left me I sought a relief in memories of you I try keep. Yet desolate I have you not. Love returned I have forgot. A black void I called it home….

Beyond A Cold Breeze

A soul takes me, to edges of seas. At times breeze chilled I receive. Colors do leave leaves in a tree; reborn are green unto the spring. A cold approach, make tears most. Fallen is a hope in cold’s growth. This ship I’m on, warmth my song, fathoms beyond heals my wrongs. My ears need…

Taught By Scars

Wounds dismay, I spy you I find duplicit is your eloquent guise. I impart vision, attention a keen sight sees virtue in you I’ve seen. I have seen all a method it made as you glide on life’s sad stage. I understand I see you need it for those who sit in a cruel abyss….

Top 3 On Repeat

I listen to music when I write. These are a few songs I’ve been listening to lately. I enjoy the beat and I dream one day of being able to write lyrics that people can feel and relate to. Or just simply something to dance to. Until that I happens I sit here pounding my…

Brutal I Cry

Let me be me for a moment. I bare try find an atonement. Deep my eyes dwell in caves after this life’s wretched way. I know me I’m traveling time. Me sometimes I’ll fall behind. I can be hurt at times I live for others now I nothing give. I tell myself I, in soft…

Inside To Edify

You’re a drug for reason use I do for it now my mind abuse. You want it all hid dead away. Yet with me a kiss still stays. I see as before, you’re kind soft, though peril a hope it is aloft. It tossed about finds grooves I fit pieces of us inside to edify….

Prayers For Repair

Black and white there is none sun reveals in a gray my truth’s spun. Pouring some of what’s debated in corners of a mind chill does a wind. It is not just one way or another I discover things I complex derive. I devise as if I’m a joke the world I address with an…