Ma’am It’s All A Blur

It was clear untilI took my last pillthat what put stillwas to the top fill. It i’ll go ahead take.Why I do medicate?To be wise to awakein all that is so fake. I love lying though.Secrets they growwhen told in lit lowplaces love knows. I grew up cryingand secrets lyingin dark underlyingultimate designing. I didn’t…

Trip

I saw a cloudam I allowedto trip awhile,real disavow? A drop or twoa peace soothe;see me a foolI dosed move. I need to relax Isense need backso I might react,stop tragic acts. I am not a heroI’m caustic tornfrom the seemssince I was born. Spin blood rushit does to a headso reality shoot Ican down…

I Remember When I Loved You

I always got a long time to tune in song where I live in beats that know no wrong. Covering the hurt in underneath tan skin and a slim sort of grin I reach to satisfy again. I see your eyes glow the room that slows me I try to get to know where heat…

One Last Tear

I’ve live beauty every day when the thoughts of you do begin. Really it’s like the same for all. Let’s not let our decency ever fall. When I’m gone and the earth splits open I’ll always remember a kiss. You follow me back to a youth one with which I was so uncouth. I do…

Cryptic Mood

The way I am is a bit obscure for someone like you sure. I’m not good at the things try take my eyes I try them to dry. Exist I’ll try it to try withstand the pain a crime; wound has sand. Come with me my soul craves it. An empty place; to think here…

A Mirror Found At Sea

Beckon pacify loveup in stratosphereso you might holdthe sun closer near. Turn over a newleaf in your belief.Watch the tide asit rips over a reef. The moon refreshyour face it gracesover endless facesas water flow traces. The nook in despairI plan go nowherein a land need repairinnocence once there. Turn to the years toabate the…

The Sharp Shards

Corridors of airbiting bitter chilldo the chasms lowin my stomach ill. Blood rushes intomy vessels my wits.My wits at their endssummon rage fits. A tunnel my visionsees not but insanity.When forces comewith tragic calamity. I see but a childplace hands at a helmthat drives maturityfar from my realm. A vexed mind sitshere so appalled.I heard…

GOD & ME

Grow I did ina home meek.God above hehad my belief. I danced softly,I prayed clear;I asked forgive Idid so in tears. For my sins I’velaid them there.At God’s feet Iam not scared. For if my faithit turns out trueI’ll be not in rotbut in skies blue. Some think silly,see me insanely.Pain’s a story formany so…

All For You

I fight all I canto erase the sightyour eyes blazedmy eyes in flight. I come from thereal parts of meunlike the yearsthat pass quickly. There is a place,in me I do retreatso that I may restI recall memories. All these pages Isit back to take in.Where is my logic?I beg it to begin. My purpose…

Built Between Us

All over again themask you wear isa replacement fora face that is amiss. Seep deep lungs sothe feelings showwho you are in heatand in bitter snow. Expel the whispersthat tickle the spinethat seep deep onlyfor my rapture find. Why do you hide athought, emotion ora feeling such as oneyou think I’d ignore? My trident I…

As We Were

Jump you will notat joyous tunes sung.Dull is my fascinationyou deemed no fun. Take what you will,the pain is building up.Will every part of meand my soul be enough? I felt your reason andall your logic fly away.Remain I will here inmy own known ways. Dark we were we crepttogether long ago foundwe did laughter…

A Chaotic Norm

I caught a glimpseof the stain’s glowin a garden made Iof a chaos I know. Do it to me and Isit here in a stormall the while calmfor chaos is norm. The colors fall off,but stay for few daysso I smoke a hazein my own ways. I see it now so realthe strength a zealthat…

Now So Aware

I touch my face, I feel this place. I hear you trace mistakes I erase. You are gone so I sit back attack me please to do hurt mercy lack. Rip me apart fire of heart’s desire knows me a liar; let it all transpire. Love of my soul what I try know beneath below,…

Shots At The Moon

He’s a boy with a high tolerance for chronic chemicals lethal liquid explore. No Sir do not fit all things in a box of bliss I need kiss this hurt I fought. Sober I can ask of Jesus to feed us let me Lord never to let me never forget. This little ink I’m scribbling…

To Slay The Demons

I’ve been a child, wandering in wind, while all the while my respite calls. Some kind of toy, a trinket I play abhor me my making of my tortured soul. See I do ignorance, my naivete. See I my words so I am naked. They pierce a plane, where the disease that seizes me and…

Reckless Art

Take this shard planted in my side; elevate me my love past pain’s passing. For a moment I am for a moment you are. The wind in me the reckless in my art. A moment of flight; a moment taken me and placed amongst clouds above the sea.

A Cold Horizon

Power corrupts not,people are rather sothe ones who weavewebs and deceit grow. All asps will whisperso no one hears sound;no justice lady liberty,her blood spilt ground. Skewed are patriots Isit and cleanse myself.Unsound I am but Isee a country’s health. A king is septic rotting,plotting ill notions rothis mind oozes filth itwill come to be…

Exercise My Hell

Give me something that is of the real I’ll rip those pretty eyes out with my smile. I know you reach in your sockets to covet that which is inside I think you love it. You want to know is a pretty notion I think I’ll placate you awhile in assertive loud ink. I’ll paint…

A Rogue Design

Maybe adrift I canswaddle in powerof love but in thehours past it’s sour. Upon this precipice,a tale told of lost illconcepts grip and Ifollow grips of a pill. The lows grasp me,and I fell before too.So finding this depthfor me is not new. So I kick up dirt Itell the fates foreverto take this cup…

Numb

A bottle I enjoy,it falls inside meto numb a hurtleft by memory. I feel desire deepto throw over allcontrol of facultyin my limbs I fall. The bed I writheis sturdy but faildo my lungs as Itry them exhale. So I return to it,to scratch in penthe hurt deep Ican’t keep within. The weight needI do…

The Hurt In Me

Coming from a foreign land you were a different point of view. I am calm for a moment I see a quiet depth a mystery in me. The pity in your heart peels skin where the vibrant red seeps again. I have forgot not, though blaze hot you burned rough in battles fought. I’ll keep…

Your Drug

I just a little cruel construe this world I come unglued. I want to melt in such fashion, where the bliss is a satisfaction. Take me sinner and all I am here. Tell mom her child dissapeared. Under this arc of acidic light my talons they will take flight. In shadow dim as tomorrow dear…

Let Us Dance

All hell is filled with the echo I lifted to a roof, somebody’s sky. It is not mine. Nothing is so want to go away to sip Merlot? Let’s yell up to that damn sky as we drown a color of wine. If not to let it loose no cares a scream to God if…

Spitfire

Hello I see again a pass. You went it; reality fast. Now on to the ends of earth you I fall in love. Sequence it rotate slowly my face it is down lowly. I’m not rash but you are and I think your too far. So far is lit a fire inside I need pause,…

Who The Hell Am I?

Guys, I wanted to take a break from the normal routine here. Listen, usually when I write it is late and I’m tired. Just so happens I think things before my head hits the pillow. You guys are the ones who see my thought processes. So let us be clear. I’ve been in several relationships…

I See Thee

My dear I am at a loss words may seem silly maybe absurd. I’ve got this it is a thing of gut that sets ablaze words they cut. I know you, years have gone. You have grown I am long gone. Shall I see a reminder of me as youth in an eye you see?…

Prisoner

There’s something breathing in me so be surprised not I’ve got it under control. I’ve a prisoner in me, wishing I endlessly have a chance to be versions you can see. Walking in walkways I’m ripping at the air as the flames rise off me I just will not care. You have seen it all…

Levity

If I am talking to hear myself I better say all things to help. All my days if you caress me I shall reveal a pristine scene. Making sense I applied logic with you and me we profit. I hear pitifully tired cold lungs trying project our song sung. Your over it all I’ll understand…

Bipolar

What is this I’ve, found now alive, in this field tried I have to survive? Lost is the even feeling leaving is for the healing I am bringing. But I haven’t yet had all my pills to cure me from all that will kill. Board it all up I use nails drive in the feelings…