Thank You

This is for you all. I crave no attention and I carry heavy burdens. I am messed up guys. After a really bad wreck years ago I went through bouts of depression, alcoholism and suicide ideation. I crave no sympathy. I’m just thankful for the friends I’ve made here.

You guys are more precious to me than many things. I hope I can be a person you guys make me feel I am with all your support. Thank you. I’m going to take a break from doing this. I just have a lot going on right now and as I write this I’m starting to get really unsettled. I love you guys.

I’ve been there
a youth far past.
For all the fear
mine I try laugh.

Reaching age I
never should be
I put a display on
none should see.

I a cold beast it’s
biting the mind.
All I have and all
I can not find.

Never knowing
which path take,
what is important
can not be fake.

Urging a caress
the dawn begs me
to speak of love
besides animosity.

Take me you are
a billowing cloud,
taking me beyond
the Devil’s shroud.

As I reflect on
things I’d change
in your hands,
no one I blame.

A fall came to me
yet in hands I saw
mine aren’t divine,
but in yours I thaw.

22 Comments Add yours

  1. Te quiero mucho Jared ❤️🖤

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    1. I’m not sure what that means but thank you Harley. Thank you a thousand times for you being you.

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      1. I means I love you very much! My thoughts are with you and I am here for you❤️🖤

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  2. I am unsettled too you have a friend here if you need someone…I know about life and difficulties…please let me know if I can help…my life is very hard I sympathize and offer friendship and a ear…your a beautiful writer and person ❤ I am here

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    1. You are a great writer! And I’m thankful I’ve been able to meet you.

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  3. KK says:

    Just believe in yourself and almighty. Everything will be okay. This will also pass. All the best!!!

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    1. Thats very nice of you to say KK. I appreciate it.

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  4. Secrets says:

    Sending you lots of WP love Jared.

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    1. I appreciate you so much!

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  5. Thank you 💖 If your ever in need of a friend you got one!! Sending hugs and love 😊💖🤗

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    1. I really appreciate you and everyone. You have been wonderful to me.

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  6. You are a light in my days. Poetry that Always brightens and enlightens. I’m glad to have discovered you so long age, made for a much better EC stay ❤️

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    1. Some days are better than others. Its cool you saying that. Sometimes my heart is so heavy with hurt I unintentionally hurt others. This is a hard time for me and I thank you from what little heart I have right now.

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      1. The way of people. You’re a person being a person. 🙂

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  7. Susi Bocks says:

    ((hugs)) Do what you must to heal, Jared. You’ve got support here, hoping you have a good network in the real world too. Take care and be well! ❤

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    1. Thank you Susi. Im a very lucky person to have the people in my life that I do. And I’m thankful for you as well.

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      1. Susi Bocks says:

        ❤ For whatever got you in this place, I hope it eases for you soon, Jared!

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  8. RecoveryWise says:

    What @glitzyritzymommy said.

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