Abominable

Save me, this drug has limits I’m above. I ashame a family I sleepless my nights. Starven, kept crypt a mouth on my lip. Shall I breathe I suffocate my eyes? Take will I a reason repel you a treason. Condition, is nominal, I function abominable.

Remnants

Off in the distance, where I can conceive beyond the brambles I try maintain an ease. For where I am is dry to the gut of a divide that haunts my mind in perception of time. My judgement is off, so I judge taunt scoff, at the pedestal it aloft, received at not a cost….

Judged Proper

Preacher teach me what I must attain to this level of me I must to maintain. No answer so my dear priestly hand will the air ride to sanity to try land. I can only paint I exert with a thrust that which I do I seek for why must. That is why I cry,…

Prayer To The One

I shallow call thee, my Lord I’m gone. Making every turn, hopefully the one. I string burn ends, try to keep together, the weight I want I gone as if a feather. Lord my call is up, lift me unto a star. So bright will blind here me I bear scar. Is it only you…

Look At Me Now

The peak rises, soft dew grass covers is a mist upon your past. Dressed a dress I duress confess has been made; tears such mess. Drawing made in lines steady, I see a pill I am escape ready. Acid on tounge, cocaine for taste. Look at me dad, I am such waste. So let me…

Diseased

Lost my mind, see sight fright I find in failing moms delight. The roots me long ago came; pain a friend it calls by name. All bottles gave me deep thirst, my mind numb dulls the worst. I see visions for I too can dream. What I call real you do not see. I fallen…

Fed In My Head

How many times have I taken pause to reflect what eyes of mine they saw. Glassed over from an intake of wicked things alter states they reality twisted. I am inebriated too much I divulge but regret will not grow; the past drugs shut. Moments spawn I find me redefine me so all that’s mystery…

Up On The Horizon

If alive take me my angel a love my soul dreams it of holy touch. I go places I see full of the dead. The headstones above necks fed. Walking tall I’ll bend fall down. Fall does a halo, hurt is crowned. I sense I numb extremities with fluid fermented crashing my lip. This life…

I Numbness Provide

Amidst the wolves as the Bible it said I see the devil prey up inside my head. My laugh it’s seen in my fiery smiles; I feed the beast for life can be an exile. I have been down many roads I bled. How I it overcame it escapes my head. Our reality presents things…

Trails Monsters Follow

Fear it permeates down into a cheek. All the drugs used allow you to sleep. Are you crying my dear behind masks? Your terror hidden is by a metal flask. Intoxicate to numb your rage it’s born. It is as if a hell bite a smile for it’s torn. Fill the empty void, your emptiness…

Feed The Fire

In the hours of dawn when light goes down I scan the night long in this detested town. I in safely sanctuaries pray hard night keeps drawing out functions keeping me from sleep. I see you you creep in my mind and soak dry the calm and fire inside feed my needs to supply. Crack…

Ill Made Perceptions

It is important to note that I wrote this two years ago today. I have been lucky to overcome some obstacles but I have to remember where I was so that I remember to never go back to the dark place I was in. **** The bottle it calls me by name to blot out…

Sober Tendencies

I broke the book. Underneath I took an innocent look. It raptured and shook. Starving for more, as angels did emplore, turning to the door my mind did ignore. I reached for bottles earnestly in full throttle. For pictures of sanity I am not a lucid model. Softness is a drug, love a pill to…