Thank You

This is for you all. I crave no attention and I carry heavy burdens. I am messed up guys. After a really bad wreck years ago I went through bouts of depression, alcoholism and suicide ideation. I crave no sympathy. I’m just thankful for the friends I’ve made here. You guys are more precious to…

A Dose Of The Real

It is completely silent here. As I rest my mind is wandering aimlessly. I’m trying my best to describe a moment I had in my life with someone whom I almost married. But hurt resides in the memory of her. To think ill of her would be like me saying my love for her I…

Random Shit At Midnight Vol. 2

I was a smoker for many years. From 18 to 38 I smoked Camel Blue 99’s. Boy, they hit the spot. After a meal of ribeye steak and mash potatoes and gravy…man, a cig hit the spot. Now don’t run away. Nicotine. That’s what I want to address at heart. I suffer from severe anxiety….

Mystery Blogger Award

Alyazya from yazzeus.com and I have known each other on here for over two years. She is as loquacious as she is honest about the feelings she shares in her work. She’s my friend and she has mentioned me in a post where she has asked of me several questions. I have thought long and…