My mind is starved,no warmth to savour.I’ll just inject a wine;blood of my Savior. A trick of the Devilsays there’s no hopeas my mood it soursI spy an end of rope. Kiss his cheek Christknows I’m as if a Judas.Ponder choices I askif I get through this? Quench me my soul,in a saturated cloud,revived I’ll…
Category: Depression
Flying At Night
You’ve turnedyour back I see.There was a waynot so discreet. Dispelled I cry.Torn is a heart.I feel all a fullcurtailed part. Now let me pryshall I my Dear?What was that Isaw appeared? A lovely neck Isee a butterfly.Changed you’llsee time fly by. Fragile I’ll filea list of bliss trydoes a whisperyours creeps by. I fall…
Sound Of Silent Sounds
In the winds of winterthe biting air remindsthat warm is the sun yetthe cold finds its time. I hear the crisp paper;fluid marks the surfaceand sends us a journey,an endeavor a purpose. I shall not speak for yousome things in a head.For without my secretsall my mystery is dead. I’ll retreat though upinto a canvas…
A Grip Colder
I’ll not be spiteful,no superman now.Those years goneI dig deeper down.***At the crux a soulan asp bit me there.I no longer a child,distastes I’m aware.***The cold scratchesup seasoned spine.I’ve felt age touchand hands of time.***I find me in shadowthat reflects aspect.It partakes curioustone I must respect.***I’m in a void timeit beckons me tire.In the creases…
Side Effects
Cryptic but clear insinuations appear in haze but clear; all the worst fear. I am a paradox in my old bitter end I’ll break not bend, see dark as friend. Left open wound from past construe I think shades blue and lick to soothe. Basic I am believe I will always seethe, to labor to…
As I Fade Way
Thought I could hold it together this weather has reached me calm and light as if a feather. I want to take the wind up into the atmosphere where the simple thing is I get to hold you near. I fade away ways sway unto the very next day when the calamity a swift switch…
Beneath The Tumult
Beneath my tumult, that ever pressing ill aspect that crawls it is showing pain real. I want to go missing, and read the headline. They’d say little for in me little they’d find. So I guess my chaos, ever pressing me ill, I’ll have to cut to nill; hence this blue pill. I want to…
A Poison Drips
I told myself to remind me what around you I can be. The smack I feel in a neck, my sustenance, required check. The word is a speck of ink on a piece paper I threw it gone. Maybe I’ll take a heap of shreds, pour gasoline I need a fire fed. My limbs ache,…
Incantations In A Crypt
Am I juvenile no, just a bled heart that has been so damned by dark. I know of ache it rises up a throat. Blinds blind sun, choke my abode. The bed makes it a coffin where is the moon love it; in I do reminisce. I play the day my head is a jail…
A Hurt Plenty
I heard nail across board shriek sharp, not ignored. I feel it fluid all blood up fills arteries in it corrupts. I toss a head to nod inject effect for me, I’m wrecked. Purple haze Jimmie stays inside a brain mine in plays. I’ll whip my back cat of nine tails it lashes blood. I…
Up On The Horizon
If alive take me my angel a love my soul dreams it of holy touch. I go places I see full of the dead. The headstones above necks fed. Walking tall I’ll bend fall down. Fall does a halo, hurt is crowned. I sense I numb extremities with fluid fermented crashing my lip. This life…