Sometimes I laughsometimes I crysometimes I’m madat what inside I hide. For everything thereis a time for it all.For peace of mindmy mistakes I draw. Assert to usurp evilwhile balancing gooddeeds render donethat which I should. I am candid to lift,in sweeping drifts,an anger that rages atmy sickness I admit. Folded up in solacemaybe a…
Category: Pain
Self Served Love
All of my machinationsspawn fruitless vines.Twisted notion posion isrevealed in inner mind. In dark of night whichway do I direct a vice?What pacifies once Imight not survive twice. Hide all that is vile childin your facade I see bleedout of your spirit an ilkthat of some toxic seed. Fill the hole inside you,feed that chasm…
Beautiful Pain
While I’m alive Iseek to try to healmy cut hands nownumb I always feel. Turning black thesurface of me dies.I amputate a limbso I might survive. There is nothing Ican do to enlight.I display all quarrels;with my life I fight. Take your restraintsto someone else go.So I find a modicumof my own control. Not too…
Unending Gratitude For You
A vacuum in time sends me into a sweat cold as I dream. The past it swallows all of me; all I can do is at sky scream. As my eyes close and I pull the sheets above my head I see in my mind the things from the day that I dread. The sky…
Perils Of Earth
Liquefy the dawn to inject it in under skin. The place I’ve ended up isn’t where I did begin. I won’t live in a dismay, I a morsel of flesh flayed, beg the buzz to numb me or my sanity will cave. The stars call me as I sleep on branches rough scratching to scar…
To The Clouds
Dear Thunder, Up into your wrath I stand naked and afraid I can not move I’m paralyzed The picket fences bend The horses neigh and scatter The windmill churns blistering The clouds part at lightning The hairs on my body paralyzed I scream eternal swears of pain I am at your mercy pierce me not…
The Wreckage Mine
Switchblade witfurrows of mindplanted seeds meI grow maligned. My quest rests Itake quick breathfor the cuts deephearken my death. Adorn sympathyand I’ll cry withyou for I try attaintruthes not myths. Why can’t I go fora day without hurt?Christ above explainsI am but just dirt. So I’ll catch the tailof a meteor its flash.Fly through space…
Intoxicated
I suffocate I burninside this bodyI yearn for loveto me embody. Trail is turmoilmy dear friend.The path is notone I’d begin. I feel my lungsthey fill with airthat is heat sulfurand I burn there. Suffocating sufferscalding sour stench.I’ve found places,been ill equipped. I know of defeatit gives reason I ama kind of guy whowill drink…
The Hurt In Me
Coming from a foreign land you were a different point of view. I am calm for a moment I see a quiet depth a mystery in me. The pity in your heart peels skin where the vibrant red seeps again. I have forgot not, though blaze hot you burned rough in battles fought. I’ll keep…
A Grip Colder
I’ll not be spiteful,no superman now.Those years goneI dig deeper down.***At the crux a soulan asp bit me there.I no longer a child,distastes I’m aware.***The cold scratchesup seasoned spine.I’ve felt age touchand hands of time.***I find me in shadowthat reflects aspect.It partakes curioustone I must respect.***I’m in a void timeit beckons me tire.In the creases…
A Rapid Pulse
Your memory’s quite a companion. With time they’ve turned phantom. It is a treasonous thought I abandon those feelings I felt I won’t feel them. A decade passed since I was betrayed, emotionally I almost found a grave. My pulse runs rapid now I’m scathed. Thinking things where I was enslaved. I ponder whether I…
Farewell Hell
I am bled, I’m instead cloud red in a sunset. Snippets a petal I stay hear as say does a day. Upon skull upon dull sanity is full of the lulls. Goes a nail, where I fell in my hell, I cast a spell. An eye sky red it cries where I lie tattered bye….
This Bridge
This bridge is brick built by a story known seen in my eye. I’ve drowned I a bottle knew. I felt hell none should have to. These vessels in and under skin I trace to begin; my haunt’s a sin. So let us set up, my companion. Let us ride high above a canyon. I’ve…
Digging Deeper
Can it be undone, it is not what from my scarred hands have learned done? The wind howls it does what it will. I see my window I feel cold in it still. See through spine, of mine I do climb. I will leave behind cuts of blood dry. The exoskeleton of some things forgot…
Last Night
I loved you dear, I see we dissapear in the rain clouds pierce as a spear. I hold close tore has myself more of a kind repoire crawls on floor. I feel the light it flickers in the air. I see my discovery what I need repair. So I’ll go quick from my own lips…
For Whom I Choose
A chill I feel on a horizon sew seeds of deceit rising. Matter of fact I think at brink of the end of I, certain beasts. I’ll sit there I’ll compile fear a moment glory goes disarray. Cast upon an autumn dawn does approach me now gone. Those pills in a heart weep don’t nourish,…
Dark Of Broken Art
Assemble planets, contort a universe; arrange a night sky mixed and diverse. Cursed our lands in bloodied hands I try to withstand my life’s demands. So place me orbit does my love us we’ve been steered, a cursed compass. Take me away far place me in a jar from broken parts then paint a dark….
Eruption Of Function
Are you scared just like me too? You tumble I’ll also fall in blue. Somberly dulcet and gentle mind we combine too a silence in wine. Relief to adore a cloud in the blue we fall numb the feeling’s not new. Touched sorrow embraces places, intoxicated now shadow on faces. Bend light does, lost is…
For The Fading Light
The sun’s fading into far beyond; dance to its song, push onward on. For the tide feel it wash over feet where you and a new day do meet. A night is over a shore all yours it glimmers gold a serenity feel kiss. Where there has been storm wild goes with a time, it…
A Pain To Suffer
What is this rubble here? Ask me see I shed no tear. *** Hide I’ll not a heart’s rage. I do it so to remain sane. *** I’m mortal I feel pierce a spear of fear, red eye pain. *** It is a whip a lash to a face that a heat it my eyes…
Resuscitating A Haven
The room is dark, I sit I contemplate the purpose own I do a future debate. My ciggarette is lit, the shade’s drawn where I can’t see a light of sun’s dawn. The air smells stale, the tobacco is rich from combustion I inhale it is so thick. Escaping memory is not so easy to…
Searching Night
In this world, beauty sweet, it fades away; beneath feet. My surrender, isn’t so weak. In eye a tear is a strength. My tears my dear they fall upon lips as my bed calls. Seen clearly hurt screams yet in heart calm streams. Search night with a candle I ask myself if it I can…
I Numbness Provide
Amidst the wolves as the Bible it said I see the devil prey up inside my head. My laugh it’s seen in my fiery smiles; I feed the beast for life can be an exile. I have been down many roads I bled. How I it overcame it escapes my head. Our reality presents things…
Salvo Of Ink
A salvo explodes modes we are in. I concede a devil, found me again. I’ll supply banter to be turned page by your hand I’m in a world of rage. I’ve got opened a wound of a past. Drowned whisky finds a mind fast. I don’t know what to do with all the pain falling…
Destruction Of Function
A turn of the hand, you do so elegantly. Your power a might you do it effectively. May your breath it cause chaos in sky. In your wake know I have not dry eyes. I stare the horizon I am in awe hypnotic that all of you gone has my mind caustic. Shall I exude…
