So My Heart I’ll Guard

I could have been, I say over and over. I want to cleanse a new life while sober. All I can think in the mirror blink I in darkness sink, a weak link. I have some idea of the war raging outside my door so me I am caving. I pray to the blue because…

Twisted Things

I heard a voice laughing,cackling through phone.So I said this is not cool,this I in no way condone. I will and can not havedismay in this place too.So I just have to be calmand not be just like you. You are a boy who likes toyell at girls giving orders.But cower to complain whendone same…

Tender

From the boughbroken not soft.Crucify a Christ,the one you lost. Saved you are not,you don’t want it.Tender whispersyou desire my lips. Vacant is your soul,fill in the carnal.It is far too strong,skin covered caramel. Life runs to the endand on ground tackspierce flesh of feetonce soft now black. Fill that hole fallnot anymore love.Your savior…

Against The Grain

I wrote the words,pain pushed the keys.In my mind a shadowmacabre called me forth. The liquor, once years Itasted long ago found myvicious distaste of allmy weaknesses soft spot. I’ve asked all that istender into my realmbut still the rum spoke:“Hide pain of your regrets.” “You are a soldier of mine,”so said the bottle.As hurt…

Child Of Fire

I function as I please.I get gnashing teethwhen told what to do;I do what pacifies me. Travels I have madeto the edge of sanity.So I have to breatheand let my heart free. Conflicted my home,growing up inside,taught me what to be;taught what to hide. All judge all rememberpieces of memory thatgrasp us by the neck…

The Wreckage Mine

Switchblade witfurrows of mindplanted seeds meI grow maligned. My quest rests Itake quick breathfor the cuts deephearken my death. Adorn sympathyand I’ll cry withyou for I try attaintruthes not myths. Why can’t I go fora day without hurt?Christ above explainsI am but just dirt.  So I’ll catch the tailof a meteor its flash.Fly through space…

Awake In The Flames

What is this flame,that consumes me,from inside a pulsebarely alive you see? I am the same as Iwas and still am now.But I thought emberswithin were doused. I see the faces of myinfatuations lay bare.I see their silhouettes,my heart wasn’t there. Deepening a quandryI ask myself the heat,why does it rise to myeyes and ears…

Angel

Your my worldall is unfurledand my wordsdaft make cold. I was and amunmotivated.Try move me,you do I cry. Not a mile noran inch have Imoved in here,and I’m splendid. I could think ofa dim dark past.But I see a cheekof yours laugh. The grip of dampdark and twistedthing tangles me,but you lift it. Let me…

Together

Maybe I went too fardown a tunnel we arecomplete complexitybut not too bizarre. I am a fixture a focusa vague but decisiveeye for things don’t bevocal to be divisive. See the changes thatI can make but choosewho I am who youcan also be part too. Come with me now Iwant the things we allwant the…

Dosed Aloft

The wreck has bledthe tragic scene me.I feel breathe believeme you’re all I see. Above in the cloudsall through the day.I send sweet soft alily, rose your way. I send them thoughtsin chasms so crossin flowers so softI propel up and aloft. Maybe I can relivewhat I am doing now.Seeing visions of alove above in…

Casualty

Coursing througharteries the fleshwhere we two wefeel life is so fresh. I have hope again,until I break fromall the bending myGod I am done. Tell of a directionDear Lord spreadwhere I can see alllife from the dead. My world is pale,my victories small.Yet I have conquredwhere I often fall. The path has hurtall my willing…

My Shinny Gun

I’ve grown oldin this plane ofshinny things toexude I try love. They shimmerand I keep closemy gun my guard,my love I suppose. Look my love hear,I’ve a bounty onmy head I’m gone;the great beyond. There I hold trial,I share no smile,the air is thick I’llall faults compile. My light burns inmy essence unseen.There I am…

The Magical

A great mystique compells me. The mysteries of where fingers touch skin. How we got here I’m not sure. Magical, breathtaking, undulating flesh smooth to the touch. I cry at such release. As such to behold such I cower. Not the take charge kind of person am I. I hesitate but the memory of our…

Unto The Uncouth

It seems a softsound found me.It seems I releaseall my soft things. I do not want it,dulcet tender sort.I breathe now afirey blazing retort. I seek truth in ahand I carry close.No one ever seesits lethal little dose. Ask me and I’llshy away from you.Ask me and I’lldance it in a tune. The truth it…

Task At Hand

So soon I lookback to dayswhere I exerta mental state. I trace placesI try to surmisethis feeling underwatchful eyes. I know I’m solidI know I’m fitfor the task athand I submit. I’ll be me thebest I know how.I know of placesI am at rest now. I can be me if fora moment in time.Place gentle…

Red Dawn

Tell me the first timeyou decide to tear medown dragged streetpulled off my feet. I tell you I am sturdylad and I feel so gladthe sun is shinning;the best I ever had. Ride canyons of ared dawn red lineshorizontal here’sa moon it designs. Now I’m just floating.Now I’m just here.Now I’m just hopingI find I…

Your Potion

Prone to your potionI pour one downtown.Ride the avenue bluelights hear no sound. So I drive this side ofan ego fit for a king.Yet my all my hope allheart hangs by string. I computate to debateat altitudes above us.I figure a fight we’llsee shows us I must. From battle comatose,in effective ways noking but a…

Make Well Your Ways

Heard the sky fellupon your head soI think it sane foryour tempest show. A torrent swells upthe ladder leadingto the place the sky,it left you bleeding. The swell rises allof a tide that is red.Soon my limbs willbe still numb dead. Licking the bottomof your feet is wavesof an uncertain haze;make well your ways. For…

Cripple Am I

The touch of the worldtouched me hard today.The touch of the worldtore down where I play. My heart wrenched tearstore down my walls tall.My heart wrenched tearsand the suffering appalled. My light turned swiftlyas I sought out the day.The birds sang no songand a chill hurt my face. Why has the earth spunits revolution Dear…

A Rush A Danger

Hovering fixed in airby a steady rush blowspassed head a wind,a storm it tries grow. Amplify the orchestraof voices led slaughterof the devil’s grip mineit is far more softer. That rush found insidethings forbidden singstunes to steer you to itall that danger brings. I am seeing your blueeyes they capture mein the chasm of a…

From Within

Deep in my soulin shallow brooksI feel chill on feet,in the dark I look. Black is my heartfor the night is too.Truth is I know notwhat I can try do. I call to all the godsthat man has made.The dark consumesso upon you I gaze. The animal insideit has no remorse.My logical mind Iapply then…

Eden

Sinister motivessaturate a soul.My body is heavy,a devil patrols. All my functionescaped sense.I’ve been brokenforever since. I want to tastefruit to be awareof my nakedness,burdens to bear. There are eyes agifted artist cannot paint perfect;faults command. Glad I came nowdespite damned,attire I need now;a sin I withstand.

Savage I Seem

Victory to the world,it has conquered slyand not so much it ishere for ages of time. The earth on an axistilts slightly but I ama tilted individual soI bend I sink in sand. Just like you I’ve kinwho fight for to win;moments of peace weseek now and again. There are soft placesthat have not seen…

Morphing In Mourning

Madam of toleranceand fluid filled holesI am sinking suffocatemy mask it controls. I’ve got to for insideI am not much to lookat so I rush here andtell of the paths I took. The drowning holesare full of Jack and Rum.Madam of tolerance I’maffixed under a thumb. Who I am sometimesis the sum of a hurt…

The Slow Burn

Young one I’m done,we had a quick runwhere I a thing yoursmust supply your fun. Know that this soulhas been through hell.Should be some meatof gossip you’ll tell. You see I’ve seen atorrent of pain in rainthat not of lies yousupply can make stain. I’m burning away andone day you’ll knowwe are all dieing andmy…

Beautifully Sewn Tunes

To core and more,I want to sway sosoftly to the tunesbetween us we sew. We reverbate andthe walls closing inon me and I want tocommit with you sin. Such a visceral bulb,that crys for eyes fully.When in bloom we areour ourselves so truly. Just a couple of wineglasses may find lips.In our comfort relaxed,jab but…

Flying At Night

You’ve turnedyour back I see.There was a waynot so discreet. Dispelled I cry.Torn is a heart.I feel all a fullcurtailed part. Now let me pryshall I my Dear?What was that Isaw appeared? A lovely neck Isee a butterfly.Changed you’llsee time fly by. Fragile I’ll filea list of bliss trydoes a whisperyours creeps by. I fall…

A Breath Of Sun

A voyage I undertooktook me to see a sun.It shot a beam a lightI am the joyous one. I want to travel all ofthe roads off mountains.I want to sip breeze soI may drink airs fountain. There is a future I seeit takes me in the beam.I’m a young one stillor some say so I…

Fit For Anger

No surprises Ihave reacheda moment mineof anger replete. I’ll try to carrymy cross my best.But I boil angeris from my chest. Hold me now itis a moment now.My heart it hitsmy ribs it pounds. The voices theyrise up for clarity.What is valuableyou do find petty. A voice a hand indark conversate.An opinion a mindnow let…

For Today

Took my meds today,thought I’d share this.Of often spoken of allconsuming rapid bliss. For today I can turn alittle black it is okay.My time here on thisrock ever runs away. Closest I’ll ever come,as a ticking time bombwill be the day I reachfor an extended calm. Ever closer to shit itsits a bit too crooked.My…