Complexity Colored Blue

I suffered depression for years. Lost in despair I turned into a bitter lifeless person. I filled the hole inside me with anything I could to numb the pain. I was an alcoholic. I had nothing inside me that was beautiful. It was a terrible phase of my life that I felt I had no…

God For A Day

Breathe in I still do through and out my mouth come and go words speaking in silence right now. It is easy to imagine figments of my imagination pouring down on paper bringing forth machinations. In this blank space empty of any familiar sounds, I will write myself in then out of calamity abound. Adventures…

I’ve Never Traveled Like This

I’ve traveled far beyond what most have seen on this earth we call host. Love do I this thing that I enjoy. Here in front of you I do rejoice. That you see me as I paint this realm. Upon the earth as if upon a ship’s helm. I steer in the water so many…

A Change At Maestro

For my friend CM ***************************** It was hallowed ground the place where you stepped. I’ve painted some pictures for your pocket, to be kept. All words you’ve spoken; run them inside your head. You bend them to your will; tell me is your ego is fed? All is but fleshy tissue; blood, veins and skeleton….

My Ferocious Fight

The monster inside I call to bring life, in unyielding nights, in cold nature’s plight. Visceral passion brings life unto her womb. Nature is so cruel so my ferocity does bloom. I shall emblazen trails I shall bring forth fire in flawed parts of me that weep and perspire. Our mothers taught us in her…

Gears Of Mine

I was listening to the “Glitch Mob” when I thought of this. I’m heartbroken over the loss of a friend’s confidence in me but I was listening to the song, “Keep On Breathing.” Off of their album, “Seeing Without Eyes.” If you haven’t heard of the Glitch Mob, well now you have. It sounds better…

That Which Seeps In

The river runs swiftly with no care. If conflict flows deep it does bring despair. Deep into ground water seepingly absorbs in soil then down in under ground hoards. Making great caves formed over time. In those moments no sunshine it finds. Yet it moves and rocks it does smooth. Underneath facades; must resonate truth….

Sober Tendencies

I broke the book. Underneath I took an innocent look. It raptured and shook. Starving for more, as angels did emplore, turning to the door my mind did ignore. I reached for bottles earnestly in full throttle. For pictures of sanity I am not a lucid model. Softness is a drug, love a pill to…

A Sentiment For The Queen

I find that I despair in certain circumstances; cut scene, curtains! I may draw only what I see because real differs to me. I’m peculiar but I hate not; I won’t forget eyes I sought. The other day and last night, now the bough it breaks not. Told I did her truth in a note….

Whispers Of Vipers

I ask her how many faces she has in her bag. She roughly emotes introspective thoughts had. I can not recall a moment before now thinking so clear but I remember how. Everything changes as do whispers ear to ear. Truth is revealed only to turn and disappear. Care should I what human err reflections…