Grip Of The Beast

A devil arrived, claimed pursue you the soul he searches in you. To be a Queen, the evil will try, take your throne with selfish lies. To feel to dance a cello let move in and out an ear plays gentle tune . Let the drugs in, find you an ease that gives relief; on…

Top 5 To Come Alive

I would like to welcome you to my top 5 on repeat. Get yourself situated, plug in the headphones, turn loud and jam 🤘. “Bloodstream” – Transviolet “Jump” – Astrdid S “Stonecold” – Machineheart “Graveyard” – Halsey “Bad Intentions” – Transviolet

Diamond Love

I know I will be a slave you know chained I am your fool. A bounty a lot I’ve paid time. My infatuation eternity binds. Forever heard a voice it spoke brings a peace you’ve evoked. I remember it, a laughter coy, upward climbs does all of joy. Swallow blood of mine you do. I…

Spaces I Trace

I try my best to focus on what I must do to maintain who I am as a person. Identity and knowing ones self through introspection and meditation is a philosophy I practice. I try my best to love myself for what I am. I try and fix areas of my life I am unhappy…

Up On The Horizon

If alive take me my angel a love my soul dreams it of holy touch. I go places I see full of the dead. The headstones above necks fed. Walking tall I’ll bend fall down. Fall does a halo, hurt is crowned. I sense I numb extremities with fluid fermented crashing my lip. This life…

Savant Of The Heart

Something takes over us we must define our truth of what we love. Fall down does a liquid it is an ink to blot superficial things I do think. What we are in a prose of love rose from drawn odes, my mind’s abode. I will try be soft to bring a smile I have…

Language Of Anguish

From pages tears, words do reach the heart of you you need replete. If no eloquence or beautiful song a heart it aches a place to belong. Set free longing, dig underneath, the cynical cold turns red a cheek. I reflect I travel within my core when wind bites as I try to soar. Sad,…

Under Sun & Moon

There will be a day breath escapes lungs in my death. Weary worn I see you’ll too depart under a sun or moon. Take memory, I’ll cherish all, I’ve felt here as an end it calls. A fire it a pain I’ve felt it clear. Oceans of love I try keep near. Gentle laughs, they…

Best Ben & Jerry’s # 3

For those of you who have read this blog I first and foremost want to thank you. You are the wind beneath my wings. I believe that is the name of a song. A little hard to say for sure because I presently am inebriated. But for first time readers, welcome. Awhile back I embarked…

A Page For Pain

Fall to ascend I need humility for a day me I step back I see. I no better I’m just me a man, I seek a remedy pen in hand. Salted earth no grass does grow. Inside a garden I’ve no seed sew. There is an ego provided I try find logic in a red…

Part Of The Dark

I behold a dawn I now see bleed. The night before in it I did weep. A sorrow came twisted by dark. I learned of it I was in it a part. Dark resonates, suits me well. A solvent spun it in sun’s spell. In a night blind, my soul twisted, confused night and what…

Hunger Of The Heart

The time came the other day; for your touch hunger prayed. Empty bones were shred up as I took inside an empty cup. Logic left me I sought a relief in memories of you I try keep. Yet desolate I have you not. Love returned I have forgot. A black void I called it home….

Beyond A Cold Breeze

A soul takes me, to edges of seas. At times breeze chilled I receive. Colors do leave leaves in a tree; reborn are green unto the spring. A cold approach, make tears most. Fallen is a hope in cold’s growth. This ship I’m on, warmth my song, fathoms beyond heals my wrongs. My ears need…

Taught By Scars

Wounds dismay, I spy you I find duplicit is your eloquent guise. I impart vision, attention a keen sight sees virtue in you I’ve seen. I have seen all a method it made as you glide on life’s sad stage. I understand I see you need it for those who sit in a cruel abyss….

Top 3 On Repeat

I listen to music when I write. These are a few songs I’ve been listening to lately. I enjoy the beat and I dream one day of being able to write lyrics that people can feel and relate to. Or just simply something to dance to. Until that I happens I sit here pounding my…

Brutal I Cry

Let me be me for a moment. I bare try find an atonement. Deep my eyes dwell in caves after this life’s wretched way. I know me I’m traveling time. Me sometimes I’ll fall behind. I can be hurt at times I live for others now I nothing give. I tell myself I, in soft…

Inside To Edify

You’re a drug for reason use I do for it now my mind abuse. You want it all hid dead away. Yet with me a kiss still stays. I see as before, you’re kind soft, though peril a hope it is aloft. It tossed about finds grooves I fit pieces of us inside to edify….

Prayers For Repair

Black and white there is none sun reveals in a gray my truth’s spun. Pouring some of what’s debated in corners of a mind chill does a wind. It is not just one way or another I discover things I complex derive. I devise as if I’m a joke the world I address with an…

Erode Does Stone

I find I’m so bewitched I melt though stone inside. I’m strong I thought was a heart mine has new love. I’ve seen no picture given gives me life you’re giving. Shall I paint on walls art? It falls many pieces apart. I did rely on me my song I created so I’d be strong….

A Pain To Suffer

What is this rubble here? Ask me see I shed no tear. *** Hide I’ll not a heart’s rage. I do it so to remain sane. *** I’m mortal I feel pierce a spear of fear, red eye pain. *** It is a whip a lash to a face that a heat it my eyes…

Top 3 On Repeat

Hey guys. I just wanted to share some music I’ve been listening to lately. These may be relative unknowns but I encourage you to listen to them in whatever music player you have for the full effect and bass. Have a wonderful night guys. Rock on 🤘 ORKID “Lay Low” – ORKID “PDA” – Emily…

My Trip Downtown

I took a trip downtown today. I had to get the type of license which would allow me to get on an airplane. I haven’t been on a plane in years but if I had to now I can. I was downtown in this building. It is known as the Old Courthouse. It is indeed…

A Heart’s Answers

My journey began upon silver spoons where rod and staff tamed my moods. I must now look to address me inside where who I am it deep in me resides. The rebel in bucks calls for conformity. A grown child I am whom heavy bleeds. I see it bombarded with voices scream inside my head…

Resuscitating A Haven

The room is dark, I sit I contemplate the purpose own I do a future debate. My ciggarette is lit, the shade’s drawn where I can’t see a light of sun’s dawn. The air smells stale, the tobacco is rich from combustion I inhale it is so thick. Escaping memory is not so easy to…

Gruncle

Hey you little fire. My grave was dug until you entered a time I was thug. I use to think so I a mortal pain you cleansed clear tear; all my blunder too. See we have sweet family we up grew. Her favorite color purple is mine too. Die I would for my divine Caroline,…

Let’s Rise To Sky

What did you say? Your music exude it does soft sinew of a heart’s mood. Can you hear my voice repeat said what you felt in a joy I defeat dread. The smoke comes as a candle it ends where clear a dear feeling is in wind. So let us dance my heart alone a…

Best Ben & Jerry’s: #2 Half Baked

Keeping in line with my favorite ice creams, I would have to say Ben & Jerry’s has to be my favorite by far. I decided to document this discovery of favorite flavors and it has led me to this. Coming in at number 2 is “Half Baked.” Props to my friend Harley for mentioning it…

Thunder Outside

My tomb it is cold so I cry in night for delight. These angels beset me ill. They offer a memory fill. I will learn in slumber crashes sky in thunder.

Your Job

A christ crucify where you dance I see the burden but also a trance. What dimension have we do now? I’ll be the pillar built up to cloud. In there an angel upon white steed came to save us for life is a greed. Judge your eyes readjust to time when we saw it but…