The Hole Consoles

There I said it,again I yell see.I throw back across look leave. No care in lifedoes adorn me.I grow ever up,you I try reach. I can’t get it so Ioften wrong tracea place I reach soit I might erase. Bruised, beatenin a hole a headmine aches loud Iread stars instead. They pulse over,your body is…

Bipolar

What is this I’ve, found now alive, in this field tried I have to survive? Lost is the even feeling leaving is for the healing I am bringing. But I haven’t yet had all my pills to cure me from all that will kill. Board it all up I use nails drive in the feelings…

The Grey

Help me meet my soul again. I’ll be alright in the end. The panic sets inside my arms I feel embrace I do your charm. Thank you of such high esteem I am at times an embrace of heat. Damn my mind, it soar I wail out of this skull I do feel fear, doubt….

A Grip Colder

I’ll not be spiteful,no superman now.Those years goneI dig deeper down.***At the crux a soulan asp bit me there.I no longer a child,distastes I’m aware.***The cold scratchesup seasoned spine.I’ve felt age touchand hands of time.***I find me in shadowthat reflects aspect.It partakes curioustone I must respect.***I’m in a void timeit beckons me tire.In the creases…

Side Effects

Cryptic but clear insinuations appear in haze but clear; all the worst fear. I am a paradox in my old bitter end I’ll break not bend, see dark as friend. Left open wound from past construe I think shades blue and lick to soothe. Basic I am believe I will always seethe, to labor to…

A Rapid Pulse

Your memory’s quite a companion. With time they’ve turned phantom. It is a treasonous thought I abandon those feelings I felt I won’t feel them. A decade passed since I was betrayed, emotionally I almost found a grave. My pulse runs rapid now I’m scathed. Thinking things where I was enslaved. I ponder whether I…

As I Fade Way

Thought I could hold it together this weather has reached me calm and light as if a feather. I want to take the wind up into the atmosphere where the simple thing is I get to hold you near. I fade away ways sway unto the very next day when the calamity a swift switch…

Beneath The Tumult

Beneath my tumult, that ever pressing ill aspect that crawls it is showing pain real. I want to go missing, and read the headline. They’d say little for in me little they’d find. So I guess my chaos, ever pressing me ill, I’ll have to cut to nill; hence this blue pill. I want to…

A Poison Drips

I told myself to remind me what around you I can be. The smack I feel in a neck, my sustenance, required check. The word is a speck of ink on a piece paper I threw it gone. Maybe I’ll take a heap of shreds, pour gasoline I need a fire fed. My limbs ache,…

Incantations In A Crypt

Am I juvenile no, just a bled heart that has been so damned by dark. I know of ache it rises up a throat. Blinds blind sun, choke my abode. The bed makes it a coffin where is the moon love it; in I do reminisce. I play the day my head is a jail…

A Hurt Plenty

I heard nail across board shriek sharp, not ignored. I feel it fluid all blood up fills arteries in it corrupts. I toss a head to nod inject effect for me, I’m wrecked. Purple haze Jimmie stays inside a brain mine in plays. I’ll whip my back cat of nine tails it lashes blood. I…

Up On The Horizon

If alive take me my angel a love my soul dreams it of holy touch. I go places I see full of the dead. The headstones above necks fed. Walking tall I’ll bend fall down. Fall does a halo, hurt is crowned. I sense I numb extremities with fluid fermented crashing my lip. This life…

This Passing Life

Things that make me
happiest I conceive of
are longing embraces
with an innocent love. I’ve been strangled I,
my suffocating crime,
I have tried resuscitate in an err in my mind.

Sad Condition

Capture me my head it can’t seem to get it right. What flows from me now my brain is not a delight. The black of cold bites my hand as I try feed it. Succumbed I have to be numb and so defeated. I guess I’ll take this pill, they say it brings a joy….

Resuscitatingly Beautiful

Even when I was twenty I never chased or played the games youth should to find their soul’s place. Escape I did in bottles hid under my bed under my head. Found I did a grave soon so my living soul became dead. Saw pretty faces everywhere but my countenance stayed on the path that…

Ill Made Perceptions

It is important to note that I wrote this two years ago today. I have been lucky to overcome some obstacles but I have to remember where I was so that I remember to never go back to the dark place I was in. **** The bottle it calls me by name to blot out…

God For A Day

Breathe in I still do through and out my mouth come and go words speaking in silence right now. It is easy to imagine figments of my imagination pouring down on paper bringing forth machinations. In this blank space empty of any familiar sounds, I will write myself in then out of calamity abound. Adventures…

To Love Again

I’ve been looking at your mind, from the ink you’ve left behind. Say what is there left to decide what it is you did want to find? As far as what my eyes can see, what you try and do is to believe all the ins and outs of your reality. I see that you’re…

Where Time Is Never Returned

I have been there. Aghast with shock and horror. In cages I’ve found myself. The floor I laid there many morrows. Pits of despair where men would seemingly bury each other. For amenities that would fancy even kin who disavow their brothers. For cages of steel and iron change the perception of the mind. Linger…

Lest I Drown

I never said to you no. That I felt it and let it go. Things you wouldn’t know inside me tend to grow. If archers strike correctly, if I tend speak indirectly. Ask would I come respectfully where we arrive ineffectually. Construct we can a bond let not my arms beyond where they grasp so…

C.M. : The Last Time Our Eyes Met

I wasn’t wanting to say things to taint the moment. The mood was calm and I froze with a look stolen. The appreciation of words that rarely I ever do hear, rolled so effortlessly down your lips and found my ear. I never have known a calm that consumed me as you did extending out…

When Despair Left Me

I can remember when the sun never shined. When the earth was stale when I ought to have been blind. Every movement every turn of the head, found the black of night and the slumber left my bed. I pretend to practice righteousness but the world has taught me not. Especially when I give thought…

The Beauty In Struggle

The paths we walk give us sights to pacify. Words we speak can give sight to the blind. With all our senses utilized to communicate some take for granted lessons from mistakes. The most beautiful people are the ones that overcome. The most stubborn people think life a race to be won. There are those…

Underneath The Skin

There are times when we look back. We see burdens strapped to our backs. The capacity for vision can’t be found. So we must put both feet on the ground. But what I see as the day creeps slowly by, at times softness can sustenance not supply. So I tear out my cordially met manners….

No Passenger

No need for trust, I’ve control over direction. Steer unto daybreak remembering affections. No moving me to weep, but help finding peace. Would you believe it’s found in one seat? Chaos once drove until this tranquility. Behind the wheel my judgement is free. Before I would falter; steer would the world. I can say I’ve…

The Vicious Animal Within

Exerting strength as each day passes by, leaves weary passengers flying miles. Enthralled passions come in many fashions. Everyone’s different requiring compassion. For hearts strive in differing ways to survive. To keep them well and to keep dreams alive. If we should seek out the corrosive strife forfeiting kindness causes a tenuous life. So delicate…

The Sound Of Time

Father Time reaches with his tightfist grip. Grabbing masses whole singing along his trip. His voice revealed are simple sounds. Birds singing softly flying amongst clouds. The circle, the cycle around and around we go. Some are luckily released, from vices as their thrones. I try and I’ll call loud out into the vast crowd….

Irreverent Imagination

Beat your feet upon the pavement. Fuel your mind with any arrangement. Assuage your rage even if peculiar don’t be a subject ruled by some Ruler. Colors in your mind so clear. Revolve in around those you’re near. No one can take from you your imagination; do what you do. Cause a ruckus like no…

ESSENTIAL, My Thank You To You

I can’t seem to get out of my way. I rely on a supply of strength for today. It comes to pass my insecurity bleeds. I try to soocher but what made cuts sees. Losing faith I bind my operating hands. My feet don’t move as if stuck in quick sand. I can recall many…