Just Like You

You’re a shade of what used to be you bright I see your gloom. Your fading try the remedies of a love I a friend will gift a drug. Your center all the way down I cry when I see a tear in your eye. The world cruel, it spins lies spew a truth not…

Ashes For Another

None have power, comfort right now. As bramble in me I now burn down. I destruct a vessel, I a heart removed; now my cold bites voices who soothe. Rapture is but dirt, I wipe away a love that I once kindled gentle as if a dove. No words can save or lead out of…

Ingested Black

Demons crawl up and surface to spit all black ill of a purpose. Heard a tounge, it swelled taste. It turned bland all that sustains. No feeling wind no trumpet plays inside your ear for you this day. March you to a beat your chest pounds quickly in life’s distress. Drill in deeply I search…

A God Does Judge

I knelt there, a holy place; inside me not is God’s grace. What would I beg forgive? Life’s no bliss; I sedated live. My god ease he does not anguish I do vanquish rot. I do humbly examine bold a euphoria within a cold. Vanish I’ll go unto a place scared to go; a vice…

Salvo Of Ink

A salvo explodes modes we are in. I concede a devil, found me again. I’ll supply banter to be turned page by your hand I’m in a world of rage. I’ve got opened a wound of a past. Drowned whisky finds a mind fast. I don’t know what to do with all the pain falling…

Your Failed Angel

You told me secrets I have not revealed. They within a head mine I tried conceal. Your quest control your stabbing pain, I see now in me it, is in a hope in vain. Sit we did on banks, rocky stabbing edge, of a torrent dark sea made a dark pledge. Damn the world the…

Destruction Of Function

A turn of the hand, you do so elegantly. Your power a might you do it effectively. May your breath it cause chaos in sky. In your wake know I have not dry eyes. I stare the horizon I am in awe hypnotic that all of you gone has my mind caustic. Shall I exude…

Tender Tears

As if on a crucifix, in sacrifice you cry. Give my cup a tear so my soul survives. You precious weep nights before sleep. You have a heart a blue heat I’ve seen. Luminescent glow from eyes do grow up to me then win over my bent soul. Embrace the night in it you are…

Courage I Surmise

I hear my disease spill from tounge, a rancor not polite, I seek where from. Retreat so to think I in a solitude sick see an angst climb walls built so thick. A heart I try spark but its match is out. Try I see the lining in blackened clouds. My soul does flee, a…

Art In The Dark

Upon scorched earth, embattled poison lips slip slippery innuendo an unforgiving abyss. Broken dreams spell an empty hope it gone. Out of my mouth quick I try right when wrong. Fallen my pride reach into my chest to feel what you do see in me in darkness concealed. I do like our exchanges, we find…

The Afflicted

I am alive still, the ground it’s called for me I fight it, I resist. Wiser I am not, I’ve just played the game learn I from mistakes. I know where I am weak I pry myself away in my stoic guise. See me you do, I come to life in the night I want…

As I Bleed

I try to think with you here, have I felt my heart so clear? I hear strikes, bolts in heaven, strike the earth, words do leaven. I describe it so emotion grows; I burn objects seizing my soul. Noise, hypocrisy swallows a space inside you tears, words not erased. Arson my sin is from blinded…

Demeanor

I thought of summers long ago into the past; as I did I felt a gloom wash over me so fast. My head down I see others who like me I have my head where I don’t look at my sky. Pounding goes a tune inside the part of me I’ve gloom in a room…

Metamorphic

I’ll change again later on in the day. When the sun it rests its head away. Before I was the better part of me. Ashamed I am of what is not seen. Really I must ask of myself for tales of what I do to so I might sleep well. Chrysalis captures warmth filled drug…

My Darkness My God

Consume does pride, so proud am I to say that a joy it is found in learning this way. I read in books of my God as my one savior. Swallow down pride I now taste its flavor. Salty venom of a life strikes arteries numb. I want the control of my world’s own sun….

For My Hell

Disease multiplies until I find a coffin so I dance in rain I don’t think it often. Because it I do not know the precious love for myself lies luster is infectious. I can not help it I hear voices suave, in deceit’s whisper, swear there a God. Cut by the shards a life can…

Frost Bitten

Distant, I stir to mourn, all along paved stones, of what I want to call my picturesque home. My dreams they change and morph so I survive and tread ever forward leaving my pain behind. Yet stagnant is a motion I call from down below; because years bled dry optimism within bones. I’ve felt the…

Heaven And Hell

What is this specter that envelops on me? An angel from above; some kind of biology? I know I don’t know all so I’d be pleasantly pleased if there were both at play for sanity. There’s not always a part of me so pleased. I know physical things that do put me at ease. Skin…

Pupil Of Fire

I remember her well, here next to me hurt like breaking of bone; in a wound some dirt. Wash it off I do so I’m free of macabre tones. She was a lit fire fierce, no nonsense condoned. She taught me how to grow with some scars. Left in an anguish she did but she…

The Power We Weild

Tender is forlorn in a world of fire. This world’s chaos consumes all in ire. Softness is said to be a sign that’s weak. Yet moments of bliss in our minds we keep. Alleys that are found in cities of grandeur can sullen ones awe and beckon slander. The world is ablaze with hate that…

To The Beyond In Song

When dead am I one cold day, underground I’ll finally behave. Into a box then earth it caves around me and my stiffened face. Though my body rots slowly gone, they’ll be some memories or songs that pass from a preacher’s charm that find ears where they belong. As color from the sky it disappears….

Share Your Hell

You take an umbrella quick to shade you from the dark moon. You won’t walk away in gloom from morbidly macabre tunes. But I see you’re dressed in black but haven’t only just seen that. Turn around look straight back you see me stare and not retract. The gentle sway of the sound, my honesty…

Ill Made Perceptions

It is important to note that I wrote this two years ago today. I have been lucky to overcome some obstacles but I have to remember where I was so that I remember to never go back to the dark place I was in. **** The bottle it calls me by name to blot out…

Complexity Colored Blue

I suffered depression for years. Lost in despair I turned into a bitter lifeless person. I filled the hole inside me with anything I could to numb the pain. I was an alcoholic. I had nothing inside me that was beautiful. It was a terrible phase of my life that I felt I had no…

I Guess I’m Damned

Pride is spoken of in the Bible as a hindrance. There is an obvious conflict when one talks about pride. How can someone be both humble yet also confident without being prideful? There are times when I think of what I have power over and the reality is that I only have power over my…

Without You

Bitter aspect; I’ll try define it. Passed my eye lids I try to cipher it. Jaded and torn, from chaos born. Taught by friction from conflict adorned. Loving is a fantasy when opposite is reality. I see truth you bring, my face I can’t guarantee. I know it feels good when you are around. Usually…

To Love Again

I’ve been looking at your mind, from the ink you’ve left behind. Say what is there left to decide what it is you did want to find? As far as what my eyes can see, what you try and do is to believe all the ins and outs of your reality. I see that you’re…

Consumed

Choked by the smoke entering in my throat this soul I do suppose when hurt examines close. Move on I must stepping, all the while not forgetting, to decline to the fretting I find myself in some settings. When my heart is fraught, consumed in doubt I’m caught, by vapor born brooding spots that blind…

Brain Therapy: My Disasterous Relationship Vol. 2

Shattering the silence, came your voice in night. Blinded by your nuances shine bright did your light. *** Rescuing my misdirection I ventured after my journey through this twisted existence scorned by my own learning. *** That the world forgives not those weak and who’re fraught by misfortune of their own and by things they…