Heaven And Hell

What is this specter that envelops on me? An angel from above; some kind of biology? I know I don’t know all so I’d be pleasantly pleased if there were both at play for sanity. There’s not always a part of me so pleased. I know physical things that do put me at ease. Skin…

Battles I Must Fight Alone

Limp in my limbs, I torn once again, in life’s cove swim, I’ve a soul to hem. Evident is my pain so I revel my brain consumes I remain a shade of the sane. Truth is I’m at odds, pleasure is my God. All else to me fraud; I find hard applaud. Come close I…

Truth’s Soldier

There are crossroads, we come to a tension from our path’s trail exhaling fiery fiction. Do you really believe in what we had found? My heart pumps left me guess at no sound. I need to know what I do to tame the flames of what exactly you do feel so I can feel same….

Shapes Of Complexity

I was born in flames that called to beckon me to bend in shapes in only one direction. I never fit into forms that for me expected were ways old fashion and by a rod directed. A rebel my soul went with the whims heart I had inside my spirit screamed torn apart. Anguish to…

Fade

Taken away left here stories tell of my search it’s darkly propelled. Solar flames jet passed my eyes. My discovery is here as ink dries. Shall I leave sad or joyfully rejoice? I think for now sad is my choice. From the deep it rises up to a top at what I might do, my…

Where I’ll Never Return

I have some ghosts, whisps as if smoke, in my mind awoke to fly out my throat. Search and unwind I do over some time heal where I’m blind and I see what I find. Where I’ve learned, which me concerns, in memory it burns I will never return. Places sewn safe by understanding I…

To Address Duress

I’ve torn the sheets covering me nights. I’m embattled bled, unchanged to fight. I want to evolve try I change perspective. Yet my vices do tear a method ineffective. All is same as before so I change my pace. Some new position I my bed shift its place. I’ve a responsibility to open my eyes…

Memories I’ve Let Go

I want to look back a few years retreat to the past so I can hold feet to a heat. Slowly I burn I can see faces in a glow. As I pass away I’m beyond my control. I’d like to thank all my old friends now. I’m glad I do not see your rancor…

Pupil Of Fire

I remember her well, here next to me hurt like breaking of bone; in a wound some dirt. Wash it off I do so I’m free of macabre tones. She was a lit fire fierce, no nonsense condoned. She taught me how to grow with some scars. Left in an anguish she did but she…

Art Of Destruction

No need for alarm my truth’s volatile bomb mangled facade gone; bid it adieu urge along. Search in an essence, which is ever present, I harbor not pleasant truths of me I resent. Check off my routines, one by one define me. Beyond what is seen, I wasn’t what I seemed. Some things I destroy…

Sublime In The Mind

Rapture comes I’m obedient the design turns things sublime in corners of a mind. I follow the light in chasms held within, untouched by wind, it beholds you again. The storms are calm and heal does a balm soothe all the wrong making me so strong. I know we passed by each other our eyes…

An Abstract View

This I want present a message I’ve sent that expresses bent sanity I’ve in descent. What would I could do to be understood? My message it should evoke hope for good. Will you let me paint, before eyes do taint, rebels as lowly Saints while I still can create? Black was on my page and…

Defective Perceptions

It a defect it shows we but mere mortal. So let us wisp away in a celestial portal. My circuitry wired, my body is so tired, it aches along paths my heart not desires. What has led me its circuit it has flipped. I try grasp but I miss, my footsteps do slip. My heart…

In My Vicinity

I don’t judge you dear but rather I just discern what I allow to enter my inner circle of concern. I can only control that which my hands make. What others bring into my vicinity I do debate. I tired from where I toil do find rest in a solitude. Letting some too close is…

Specters

Love leaves sometimes victims strewn about when you forget to love who you are it without. It can be a routine my essence goes through. I want a supernatural different point of view. Stop chasing specters, love that needs passed, which I need to release as if dry sand in a grasp. Forward I go…

Casting My Spells In Hell

Touched incessant thing what beauty do you bring? Letters to myself I do sing in this humid taut spring. I can’t spell out words for this emotion I feel more than any other I’ve before as I sleep inches over floor. I think too much I tainted this picture I have painted for myself I’ve…

The Animal Inside

Our relations we do correlate in synapses in a mental state. See me now even before I think lashings that of demise. We cover faces in ribbons tie eyes to not see; us yell crucify. We beckon faith for sight to see; no dove are we above a breeze. Our affliction it’s underneath. Accept tainted…

Self-Educated Lessons

I built your image in words written down that served no justice so I burn them now. Maybe I’ll learn one day how I can behave at the sight mysteries buried in what you say. Lost is the cracking sparks of ember’s flash I feel the warming light kissing my face at last. What could…

Weeping To Wake Anew

I travel the woods alone, succumbed reverberation consumes my very being as I see my imagination. One with the stillness I move my feet ever along the brambles beneath me before long I am long gone. Consumed by shadow in the depths of darkness I look at what lay before me and question truth as…

Ravings Of A Sleuth

I pick apart the complexity that binds us in life together. I wrench out the pure moxy while I describe the weather. I put it into the stanzas so you might follow right along. Maybe my ambition is to put all vexation into a song. Line after line I give breath to the things tormenting…

Untangle Me

Dissected a thousand parts that are held together they stay to hold sway over me for you what I am I debate. May I be critiqued so that I may be a better part of me that is not flailing around as if a ship so tossed by seas. I am a problem you do…

By The Light Of Day And Night

Such a canvas we have dominion over. Such a sight that begs us move slower. Breathe in the air feel how it does kiss our face. Let us rejoice we are allowed to explore this place. If for a moment we can linger and consume; the tranquility will help forget our wounds. Remind nature does…

My Twilight Zone

I switch tones like channels inside this show of my own that stars my thoughts for me in my own twilight zone. I can not digress from the zig zagging I tend to confess about the way I’ve lived or how in life I’ve been put to the test. Some decisions made have to be…

Brutal Honesty: Rebellion’s Trip

Storms around I look and see might as well be a raging sea. Look how I don’t go for the ground. It is routine the irreverence found. I’m a taught straight laced trip. Except for rebellion I do sip. It boils and tests my nerves. Maybe that’s what I deserve. Now you can see me…

Under The Rainbow

Coiled as if a spring tight and wound ready to release ramblings for my burden’s heavy. In woe I’ve examined of what all will see. The end of our light in life’s great journey. We are all of us kin by way of death I do think of my mortality; my grave in night dew….

Remedy

Exude me some sympathy. I am a runaway ricochet that runs every direction in confusion and disarray. I dream during the day my want is you here and near. You seep in my subconscious and alleviate all sudden fear. A dreamer I’m enlightened by your gentle and kind words that suddenly I slip away to…

Psychosomatic Antics

Can you not see me now? Am I not one who bleeds? Psychosomatic antics I find myself on my knees. Here I find ink left behind left for prying eyes that I would like to project effects of this life which I call mine. I am pounding on paper ripping at filament thin organizing the…

Blaming The Reaper

They say look at him now how he tries to work words. Tell him he has no meter and his words, how absurd. He speaks as if he knows how a true poet feels bleed from the heart rhythm and now from lines come speed. I hear them they are right but I know not…

As We Decompose

We fight in a fight now of reason and just cause. Because we fight this fight against our flaws. Everyday is a lonely lane that I do discover ends in a dead end that takes me to another. Solving the riddle of my own making it shakes me to my sore core so my hand…

Ready Your Trigger Finger

So many people live, so many people don’t. We must go fight fights that some people won’t. Those who believe in only peace and goodwill know the world they don’t now nor ever will. Privelage might blind while spoiled children have not lived in reality where you find villains. Greed and lust fester in our…