My Disorder

All that I was hoping forI have achieved in orderfrom a drum beat’s cadencecomes my own disorder. Nonchalant to exquisiterich tones and laughteryou follow every word Iexpel to my own disaster.  Down all the way down Idesire from a child grownsome moments to be civilnot with conflicted tone. The music within me ithad died and…

Random Shit At Midnight

I remember when I was in my accident years ago the shock of it all never really set in. Now the fear of putting myself in a position where I must conquer obvious fears while at the same time progressing where I need to be in my life is daunting. I don’t need these stressors…

Everything Ends

The thousands of miles they came in a torrent of my sin is where I’ll begin. I know a place has me in calm times. I reach for warmth but I find I blind. You are just skin, it wrinkles in time. We were meant to flourish youth find. So I’ll not let soul of…

Addicted

*** Never could I project a beautiful notion without such an innocently born devotion. It may indeed be the part of my brain addiction has known to be places I remain. Your thoughts are where there is solace, that slay the pain inside and do call us. To think ideas that become like addictions to…

A Life Of No Despair

Maybe the hedges are too close, maybe the fence sits just below the edge so that it must follow the edge of the street where it goes. Maybe it is as it seems to be. This empty thought through me of life’s little known harmonies that lead me to better parts to see. Follow the…