My Darkness My God

Consume does pride, so proud am I to say that a joy it is found in learning this way. I read in books of my God as my one savior. Swallow down pride I now taste its flavor. Salty venom of a life strikes arteries numb. I want the control of my world’s own sun….

Worlds I Create

I’ve been someplace none have ever been. I travel there often in neurons it does begin. My imagination lives and breathes escape from this tired world new ones I do create. There I find softness I fear here I’ve lost; as the years pass by consume does frost. Cold to the core it is, scarred…

Worth More

Come on with the thunder, your cry. In the sun revealed is we die first inside. Do you feel you’re some kind of a god? You pick a fast lane, to give death a nod. Faced you a demon or two askew a real feeling of danger it overcome will heal. At your witts end…

Torn Apart

Made in his image, torn by own. Made to pay in pain for a happy home. Struggle is the norm, fight a fire. Passing people treat you as a liar. Guess they never met, a soul mine, does not give a damn what they find. I’ve my own battles I am ripped it seems I’ve…

Stolen Eyes

As I was wandering along my same old road my eye saw your casual stroll. Exchange a word can I with you Miss? While I try figure how it came to this. Cast aside caution I throw now breaks along this path it must be a mistake. Up and down I’ve sworn oath, solitude; it…

To Touch My Design

There’s a level, it I can not take. Dive into wrecks I do and break. Sadness and I are acquainted. Its visions I fill a canvas painted. Hurt, exhausted I see what I lost and I’ve failed; I do feel the cost. I want to leave this hateful place. I want to find it, a…

Frost Bitten

Distant, I stir to mourn, all along paved stones, of what I want to call my picturesque home. My dreams they change and morph so I survive and tread ever forward leaving my pain behind. Yet stagnant is a motion I call from down below; because years bled dry optimism within bones. I’ve felt the…

Reign Over Me

Here for satisfaction, lessons in pain rather fall down in my spot; I’ve my own disaster. So rampant memory it falls down onto me. Cleanse does not now our glib made history. I can think of so many times I would change systems in my nature, frequency in my brain. Turned hallow have it placed…

Days Despair Takes Hold

Awakened stolen away to the pits of the despair where eyes read my own and see my vacant stare. I would wish no witness see me naked and so bare. All the time I’ve spent to hide the true coat I wear. What makes me me it is the pain that I can take. All…

What We Know Below

Hello chameleon, I see again change. Explain a reason to me do entertain. It is a deep dive in a pool of truth you fear it more for it at times is a bruise. What do your ill made monsters do? Dwell not expelled they’re hell for you. Everyone will lie and reveal in time…

Behold What I Hold

What have you done? It seems you had fun then an end did come calling some ransom. Your heart does ache implores action take. My nails my skin rake, to confirm I’m awake. You know not what for why your face I ignore. So you do it once more, feelings again get torn. Beauty it…

Of A Child

Such a gift a child is born in this life but all is not well here there’s strife. A child’s eyes see all things so new; they subdue hate which lips do spew. Rigid torn streets lit under their feet blaze a fiery heat, disrupt their sleep. Dark encompasses does rigid cold stone as universes…

Rebel Hurricane

I chew on steel I spit out nails. I spit out fire I walk by myself. I speak in rhyme in what I write. So that ears will feel some delight. For the course I walk same as you scalds the skin I’m branded no shoes. Glass on ground my feet pass over. I reach…

Secrets Nature Keeps

Merged intertwined solid; words reserved for a soul that beneath bleeds under skin where I’ve no control. I’ve thought this all before, a soul and the body’s door that exist ever so to wrench even the strong to the floor. Come see it is not so trite nanoseconds pass unnoticed. Time it binds us so…

Ever Rising

In flux a place in space it moves only forward up and over it grows so ever now to me toward. I will live to climb but I, so rustic my limbs old, carefully step my steps; there’s traps so I go slow. Fractured cinder blocks they supported to sustain past hurt inside nature; now…

By The Light Of Day And Night

Such a canvas we have dominion over. Such a sight that begs us move slower. Breathe in the air feel how it does kiss our face. Let us rejoice we are allowed to explore this place. If for a moment we can linger and consume; the tranquility will help forget our wounds. Remind nature does…

Hands Of Time

The past it can haunt; making feet drag in mud. Destructing destinations possessing light of love. I linger in memories I struggle to look ahead. If my feet they move not I fear my heart is dead. The scepter I’ve made, forged from remembering, has soiled my humility stayed newness entering. What am I if…

Only Human

Inanimate objects have a place right along side my smiling face. They remind any kind of pace leaves trails that can be traced. Made deep are the treads there in muck where motion dares go so quick making us unaware that the living need some care. I’ve attempted to cipher logic I failed at that…

Share Your Hell

You take an umbrella quick to shade you from the dark moon. You won’t walk away in gloom from morbidly macabre tunes. But I see you’re dressed in black but haven’t only just seen that. Turn around look straight back you see me stare and not retract. The gentle sway of the sound, my honesty…

If Only To Hear Your Voice

I would crucify what I hold dear, and worship you while weeping. I would do it effortlessly for you; for you supply my pain’s remedy. For your voice I’d give you dominion over my existence and loose myself. I’d leave what I find familiar and embark on your adventure. To discover the sounds of the…

My Ferocious Fight

The monster inside I call to bring life, in unyielding nights, in cold nature’s plight. Visceral passion brings life unto her womb. Nature is so cruel so my ferocity does bloom. I shall emblazen trails I shall bring forth fire in flawed parts of me that weep and perspire. Our mothers taught us in her…

Without You

Bitter aspect; I’ll try define it. Passed my eye lids I try to cipher it. Jaded and torn, from chaos born. Taught by friction from conflict adorned. Loving is a fantasy when opposite is reality. I see truth you bring, my face I can’t guarantee. I know it feels good when you are around. Usually…

Where Time Is Never Returned

I have been there. Aghast with shock and horror. In cages I’ve found myself. The floor I laid there many morrows. Pits of despair where men would seemingly bury each other. For amenities that would fancy even kin who disavow their brothers. For cages of steel and iron change the perception of the mind. Linger…

A Reason For Love

I get so swallowed by the echo that bellows and sways in tune to the edges of the dark room where here you’re not so soon. Trainwrecks and plane crashes have come askew through news. I don’t think they know that here a tragedy that many suffer pursues. It is the hopes and dreams made…

Lest I Drown

I never said to you no. That I felt it and let it go. Things you wouldn’t know inside me tend to grow. If archers strike correctly, if I tend speak indirectly. Ask would I come respectfully where we arrive ineffectually. Construct we can a bond let not my arms beyond where they grasp so…

Resurrecting Vision

I heard what you said now it moves my head birthing ides I do dread. My heart is empty fed. Once you did hypnotize back when I was surprised by your wit you supplied in times when others lie. My enchantments blinded the fact you are divided, of which you had decided, at the very…

Thrills Love Can Be

I want to try to bring others to intently sing this and that everything that passion careens. For the depths that rise passing from feet to eyes leave us wholly surprised; bringing to us love alive. Though love is but states of mind we tend to create when we drown self hate we need others…

At First Sight

There is such a thing as magic. Despite that life can be so tragic. You will know it when you have it, for your heart fills so fully ecstatic. Moments can and do tend happen; eyes meet and heal the saddened souls with inner tender laughing. Looks can heal if you grasp them. When you…

When Despair Left Me

I can remember when the sun never shined. When the earth was stale when I ought to have been blind. Every movement every turn of the head, found the black of night and the slumber left my bed. I pretend to practice righteousness but the world has taught me not. Especially when I give thought…

Death Makes Us Kin

I’m far from being damn special. Yet the reaper finds I’m acceptable. Let coldness for it be reciprocal, it brings us all to be connectable. Berate fellow souls we should not for we can see our common spot. In large fields of tombstone lots we’ll be what the earth has forgot. The grave’s our common…