One Last Tear

I’ve live beauty every day when the thoughts of you do begin. Really it’s like the same for all. Let’s not let our decency ever fall. When I’m gone and the earth splits open I’ll always remember a kiss. You follow me back to a youth one with which I was so uncouth. I do…

Once Again

Oft I cry treason, in a realm reason is a hurt we’re ill in every season. Oh the look I see every day a path my memory hold I do mental math. Is it this function, a logic I can’t see? Let us begin run in sun to dive in sea. But for to prosper…

A Dose Of The Real

It is completely silent here. As I rest my mind is wandering aimlessly. I’m trying my best to describe a moment I had in my life with someone whom I almost married. But hurt resides in the memory of her. To think ill of her would be like me saying my love for her I…

Random Shit At Midnight Vol. 2

I was a smoker for many years. From 18 to 38 I smoked Camel Blue 99’s. Boy, they hit the spot. After a meal of ribeye steak and mash potatoes and gravy…man, a cig hit the spot. Now don’t run away. Nicotine. That’s what I want to address at heart. I suffer from severe anxiety….

A Rapid Pulse

Your memory’s quite a companion. With time they’ve turned phantom. It is a treasonous thought I abandon those feelings I felt I won’t feel them. A decade passed since I was betrayed, emotionally I almost found a grave. My pulse runs rapid now I’m scathed. Thinking things where I was enslaved. I ponder whether I…

Let’s Talk

I really don’t know what to say my friends. I was witness to a great tragedy I thought I’d never have to witness nowadays. The first “R” rated film I ever saw was “Predator.” The second was “Glory.” Now, my father is the most kind and decent man I know on this planet. As well…

Facade

I am a ghoul who will fool, that fool’s full, I drip a drool. By night I fly in intrepid sky with a grin sly kiss goodbye. Let me go trip on this acidic trip I fix I lift this kind a fix. Little Annie I said so I’ll try to a sweet bye come…

Gramps

There’s a grit to this man of God. That strikes no person but prods. For the stubborn, a champion king who with hands he could do anything. Construct a house, build a strong bed. Fish the streams he did so to keep fed. Found a bottle for the battle it inside, crept in the dark…

For An Ex Of Fire

Weeping swells travel up into my industry. They talk of vanity it made me so complete. Power of the pen spy diaries bleeds an eye of other vessels a skin I used as my disguise. Never shall we join as a posey is thrown up an aisle where we join, and drink Christ’s Cup. My…

Release

I fell I fell, night did too, in my dark is all of blue. My own eye is eyeing the told I’m coniving. Paint me dearly bless, the broken parts address. I want a pardon please. Let me a last look ease. But if I a pupil of fire, I’ll burn I’ll let conspire. None…

Guillotine

It says it nicer, for this torture. Love is hopeless, all mine for her. I try define it a word other than the love I sink in, is as if quicksand. I felt a glance I a man just saw her. A smile it danced my mind’s foyer. At the front I see, at the…

Just A Thought

This place steer me into the open breeze. Smoke myself into avenue obscure then fall too. Make a ground where I have lost I’ve found. Here brambles crack; worms crawl in soul, black. Shelves, books you’ve read; feed me, dear before I dead. Take it, a hand. Give a place I stand.

Leaves In The Past

No, I’m not ever saying goodbye I feel the cold steel, reality I will deny. I’ve thought you more than once upon my trails I a traveling dunce. I know the fields where wheat sew do men of power to refuse to grow. Bountiful crop a stream it brings when logic talks a beautiful thing….

Bends In The Flame

Abstain turbulent pubescent tirades that strike well a fit but not a face. I feel the air shift in hypnotic wails. Strike me wind it inside sails assails. Which way turn I feel dashing swoon. Yet inside empty I stand in this room. The sheets blue I’ve but a short space where here I long…

My Angel…

I know place a shine comes revelation by a crucifixion. This world of tattered souls bleeds please take control. I see your me in my industry in you believe let us now see. I look to us, a place mine where days in us I rewind. Over and over peril comes in. But then I…

Birthday In Nashville (Small Slice Of Nashville)

For my birthday I got a very big surprise. You see, though I may live in East Tennessee, my family is from Nashville, the state’s capital. Nashville seemingly grows every week. Especially with it being a mecca for country music added with an NFL team, the Tennessee Titans, Nashville is growing faster every day. This…

My Trip Downtown

I took a trip downtown today. I had to get the type of license which would allow me to get on an airplane. I haven’t been on a plane in years but if I had to now I can. I was downtown in this building. It is known as the Old Courthouse. It is indeed…

Little Things

Years have scarred and I’m torn by time. The little things I do now hold close mine. As I have traveled it, highway at full speed, my want did eclipse what I really did need. Something for all of the nights to usher in another day I find joy for tomorrow to begin. That which…

Siren

You conjure to exercise your illuminating ways. What you said was clear but hindsight is in a haze. *** You’re excited to please eyes that look at you; but any that do pursue you alter and confuse. *** Moving on some stage, where you spin a trance, do you remember what we shared in a…

My Shaky Endeavor

I would like to take a moment and thank you all for reading the madness inside my mind. My journey through life has been one fraught with misadventures, uncertainty, wrong turns and trauma. Having a place here with you guys has given me such a wonderful haven to address my duress. I would not trade…

Shapes Of Complexity

I was born in flames that called to beckon me to bend in shapes in only one direction. I never fit into forms that for me expected were ways old fashion and by a rod directed. A rebel my soul went with the whims heart I had inside my spirit screamed torn apart. Anguish to…

Burn It Down

You light your match, I will light mine same. We’ll call out the form we envision in flames. *** I see blue I burn warm more than you pause. Let us talk awhile here about our fable lost. *** Let me make sense me I know better than you. Burned out like matches heat is…

No More A Youth

Chained, burdened, torn. Turning to dust so forlorn. Visceral grasp I am born, judged on books I’ve sworn. *** I’d an innocent look youth, where words rare in truth, growing so wildly uncouth, were subject to verbal abuse. *** Every day was on to battle. I riding on in shining saddle. Those opposed they rattled,…

25 Years Ago My Best Friend Wrote This…

Often times one looks back on the way they once were. This was written by my best friend in Middle School which for me was 25 years ago. The truth here can hardly be denied. I feel there is some resonance here and is in itself quite witty for an 8th grader to write. That…

Fighting Beasts

Some caustic method has found it’s way made me fight against a breeze setting my mind ablaze. I see in colors I’m no species where the weak fight to live in fear of no mercy as if some beast. The ill made perceptions came crawling in the night. As my eyes read such words I…

Brutal Honesty: Rebellion’s Trip

Storms around I look and see might as well be a raging sea. Look how I don’t go for the ground. It is routine the irreverence found. I’m a taught straight laced trip. Except for rebellion I do sip. It boils and tests my nerves. Maybe that’s what I deserve. Now you can see me…

Why All The Love Stuff?

In my lifetime I have been well versed in the deterioration of the human condition on this earth. My eyes have witnessed and my hands have practiced misgivings. I am no poet nor sage or anyone who possesses any secrets to living a better life. All I know is that on this sphere pain ruminates…

Truth Be Told…

True to the tune that flows from freeing feelings that I feel let commence healing. I delve to the depths that never reach surface; where eyes can see for those who hurt us. I feel the ever fleeting air leave as I begin rise. Panic pillages my lungs when I find I don’t hide. So…

Intimate View Of My Christmas Morn

I started up here. The zen from this special deck is captivating. Here you are master over this dominion with an extravagant view. We must enjoy our parts of the world that are under our control because life certainly is beyond our control. I seek calm and I would love to share this with you….

Why We Need Converse

How does that feel now? You said your heart dealt with this once before adore the spaces we have felt. I’ve never seen you so dressed presented bold like a phoenix in fire telling tales needed told. Why need we converse in this expanding universe where we find and unearth what we might call our…