Random Shit At Midnight

I remember when I was in my accident years ago the shock of it all never really set in. Now the fear of putting myself in a position where I must conquer obvious fears while at the same time progressing where I need to be in my life is daunting. I don’t need these stressors…

A Rapid Pulse

Your memory’s quite a companion. With time they’ve turned phantom. It is a treasonous thought I abandon those feelings I felt I won’t feel them. A decade passed since I was betrayed, emotionally I almost found a grave. My pulse runs rapid now I’m scathed. Thinking things where I was enslaved. I ponder whether I…

Just A Thought

This place steer me into the open breeze. Smoke myself into avenue obscure then fall too. Make a ground where I have lost I’ve found. Here brambles crack; worms crawl in soul, black. Shelves, books you’ve read; feed me, dear before I dead. Take it, a hand. Give a place I stand.

Dark Of Broken Art

Assemble planets, contort a universe; arrange a night sky mixed and diverse. Cursed our lands in bloodied hands I try to withstand my life’s demands. So place me orbit does my love us we’ve been steered, a cursed compass. Take me away far place me in a jar from broken parts then paint a dark….

Redefined

Cripple call me or maybe wicked; I’ve burdens me I am conflicted. I guess that such makes me so true that I can call me just same as you. Liquor familiar I am with a buzz. That allows my hurt not think of. My crutch I lean on for I cowardly write of a bliss…

Spaces I Trace

I try my best to focus on what I must do to maintain who I am as a person. Identity and knowing ones self through introspection and meditation is a philosophy I practice. I try my best to love myself for what I am. I try and fix areas of my life I am unhappy…

A Pain To Suffer

What is this rubble here? Ask me see I shed no tear. *** Hide I’ll not a heart’s rage. I do it so to remain sane. *** I’m mortal I feel pierce a spear of fear, red eye pain. *** It is a whip a lash to a face that a heat it my eyes…

Your Job

A christ crucify where you dance I see the burden but also a trance. What dimension have we do now? I’ll be the pillar built up to cloud. In there an angel upon white steed came to save us for life is a greed. Judge your eyes readjust to time when we saw it but…

I Numbness Provide

Amidst the wolves as the Bible it said I see the devil prey up inside my head. My laugh it’s seen in my fiery smiles; I feed the beast for life can be an exile. I have been down many roads I bled. How I it overcame it escapes my head. Our reality presents things…

Salvo Of Ink

A salvo explodes modes we are in. I concede a devil, found me again. I’ll supply banter to be turned page by your hand I’m in a world of rage. I’ve got opened a wound of a past. Drowned whisky finds a mind fast. I don’t know what to do with all the pain falling…

Destruction Of Function

A turn of the hand, you do so elegantly. Your power a might you do it effectively. May your breath it cause chaos in sky. In your wake know I have not dry eyes. I stare the horizon I am in awe hypnotic that all of you gone has my mind caustic. Shall I exude…

Skulls On Floors Ignored

Beaten bruise bore in a head a scream of self discovery it reveals an identity. A blood it has fallen on streets so familiar where my mind sees our leaders clearer. Anger lifting me up it is not for my pride. Fire I supply anger it rises as innocents die. I see children leave this…

Real Swallowed Pills

I keep hands tied with strong twine. They seep an ink my mind connives. Every twist and every turn a pen tells a pain that I can’t keep within. Projecting a truth upon toxic shores where in my tide I rise yet once more. Better I be bound than cry a sound with ink to…

Wrong All Along

What would you say if set in motion we felt no regret? *** No what was, or what could have been in our lives good. *** Are you happy not a mistake made swayed how to behave? *** Pride stubborn you’ll not cover; the past you’d have no other. *** Me I bleed in a…

Fruit Of My Father

The enveloping swell, the rapture encompass, I feel such but inside me I turn I do confront this. *** All my passions turn cold and I think of children of mothers and fathers who raised women with love. *** All beauty captivates my eyes see curves and hair; soft skin, petite faces, eyes I look…

Little Things

Years have scarred and I’m torn by time. The little things I do now hold close mine. As I have traveled it, highway at full speed, my want did eclipse what I really did need. Something for all of the nights to usher in another day I find joy for tomorrow to begin. That which…

Siren

You conjure to exercise your illuminating ways. What you said was clear but hindsight is in a haze. *** You’re excited to please eyes that look at you; but any that do pursue you alter and confuse. *** Moving on some stage, where you spin a trance, do you remember what we shared in a…

Demeanor

I thought of summers long ago into the past; as I did I felt a gloom wash over me so fast. My head down I see others who like me I have my head where I don’t look at my sky. Pounding goes a tune inside the part of me I’ve gloom in a room…

Worlds I Create

I’ve been someplace none have ever been. I travel there often in neurons it does begin. My imagination lives and breathes escape from this tired world new ones I do create. There I find softness I fear here I’ve lost; as the years pass by consume does frost. Cold to the core it is, scarred…

Torn Apart

Made in his image, torn by own. Made to pay in pain for a happy home. Struggle is the norm, fight a fire. Passing people treat you as a liar. Guess they never met, a soul mine, does not give a damn what they find. I’ve my own battles I am ripped it seems I’ve…

As The Earth Cries

Untended to ivy it’s grew you to a new point of view. Has the heat struck you it is fierce feel it as you sit. Just forget it, you’ll ignore the earth cry behind doors. Came we on a place used for freedom we do abuse. Free we pen in hand grow what in dark…

Stolen Eyes

As I was wandering along my same old road my eye saw your casual stroll. Exchange a word can I with you Miss? While I try figure how it came to this. Cast aside caution I throw now breaks along this path it must be a mistake. Up and down I’ve sworn oath, solitude; it…

Lessons In The Movie “Glory” We’ve Forgotten

I thought I might do something a little new that deviates from my normal writing habits. I thought I might offer a personal review of a movie I hold dear in my heart. On February 16, 1990 a movie was released in theaters nation-wide called, “Glory.” I am sure many of you know of this…

Pain You Don’t Own

I am not afraid, I see different I beg light insight for my own fight. Twist it I will to forms just make my own form for my soul’s at stake. Who inspires me I will never move, even those whom of you dissaprove. Those with scars, those who do hurt in tears pain they…

My Shaky Endeavor

I would like to take a moment and thank you all for reading the madness inside my mind. My journey through life has been one fraught with misadventures, uncertainty, wrong turns and trauma. Having a place here with you guys has given me such a wonderful haven to address my duress. I would not trade…

Battles I Must Fight Alone

Limp in my limbs, I torn once again, in life’s cove swim, I’ve a soul to hem. Evident is my pain so I revel my brain consumes I remain a shade of the sane. Truth is I’m at odds, pleasure is my God. All else to me fraud; I find hard applaud. Come close I…

An Abstract View

This I want present a message I’ve sent that expresses bent sanity I’ve in descent. What would I could do to be understood? My message it should evoke hope for good. Will you let me paint, before eyes do taint, rebels as lowly Saints while I still can create? Black was on my page and…

No Stopping Night

The shore is tumult where I rest a head formed in the tide’s sinews life has lead. Dark lasts so long it consumes most days. No children frolick on shores smile play. It is the way of most realities we do face that we do what we must face our place. Where cold rolls in…

I’ll Meet You There

Something wicked this way it comes; the night it cracks hear beat a drumb. The fell branches that have fallen fast. Wafted bent back has dry green grass. The world moves so in such ways it stays til both you and me we find our graves. I am mesmerized it comfort I have found. That…

What The Hell Am I Doing

I’ve a confession I am a contorter of the light. I manifest colors for my mind to take flight. What will I illuminate in my inclination’s wry sense of humor morbid perspective in my eyes? I shutter to not give in to the bitter aspect for a better part of myself; paths for to me…