Frost Bitten

Distant, I stir to mourn, all along paved stones, of what I want to call my picturesque home. My dreams they change and morph so I survive and tread ever forward leaving my pain behind. Yet stagnant is a motion I call from down below; because years bled dry optimism within bones. I’ve felt the…

Pain You Don’t Own

I am not afraid, I see different I beg light insight for my own fight. Twist it I will to forms just make my own form for my soul’s at stake. Who inspires me I will never move, even those whom of you dissaprove. Those with scars, those who do hurt in tears pain they…

Paths I’ll Take

World is but field of death; yet our souls do find a rest. Smiles of joy in children I rest in smiles as day it flies. Firm finding is foundation solid ground for sensation. In strength I reach an end. Strong I stop, I begin again. My hole lies next to yours. In your smile…

Reign Over Me

Here for satisfaction, lessons in pain rather fall down in my spot; I’ve my own disaster. So rampant memory it falls down onto me. Cleanse does not now our glib made history. I can think of so many times I would change systems in my nature, frequency in my brain. Turned hallow have it placed…

Always The Same

What is drawn in the fleeting light I do feel it needs repeating. All is not fine I cope in my own little ways I stay; routines known. Back to the cry I’ve kept all time inside my mind is you so divine. I am not normal without a formal memory eternal, I am so…

Days Despair Takes Hold

Awakened stolen away to the pits of the despair where eyes read my own and see my vacant stare. I would wish no witness see me naked and so bare. All the time I’ve spent to hide the true coat I wear. What makes me me it is the pain that I can take. All…

Secrets You Keep

I can not begin pry, in your well hid eye, that lays deep inside comfort from a lie. You’ve begun I stay to ponder your way. Games you will play, hiding inner shame. What would be bad, if truth you did have, sprung forth so glad if such you had had? No wisdom for now…

Heaven And Hell

What is this specter that envelops on me? An angel from above; some kind of biology? I know I don’t know all so I’d be pleasantly pleased if there were both at play for sanity. There’s not always a part of me so pleased. I know physical things that do put me at ease. Skin…

Finding The Light

Release soft senses tuned to light born of the moon. The day does wrap around me love here I have found. Crash do the casualties of those forgot of joy to love. Orbs rise do inside energy. Create they a lit symmetry. Perfect drawn is soft charm; no fear shed a sense of alarm. Unknown…

Wicked Device

I imagine freedom I dream of those places where none singled out defend their faces. A scheme of the devil does construct a hate. That roars as if a lion in society it permeates. Breathe we must go easy and stand so firm. For lessons taught so long must be relearned. Driving out darkness it…

Reborn

Once the chaotic child in me ran freely so wild as skeletons added while I was in a state of denial. Led to a church Sundays; hands clinched I’d pray. Then I’d fall in sin’s cave inside the incoming day. No longer am I a novice, my rebellion left a solace. I fear I can…

To Look At You

Quicksand I sink into half way tired. Palpable emotion I’ve for you mired. It exhausts me to follow your path when you do what is complex math. Add I have all the times I multiplied for a state tender I see in your eyes. It is for not I drive inside a passion fed. My…

I Fascination Breathe

Dense is the cloud I find me in I sway. You are in my mind, more time it I pray. Everything clutter, that in accumulates in my bloodshot eyes, I have been up days. I see you sitting in front of me laughing and smiling a voice of joy yours is lasting. It was days…

Fair Weather Friend

Where have you been? Chaos is beating bruise my world cold needs it, your balm for to soothe. When the bitter wind it swells clouds of calamity I look around and I see you nowhere near to me. Do you enjoy standing far away to see a torture that envelops consume my place circles vultures….

Places You Place Me

Black is the back to my portrait it in the corner sits away not well lit. Foregone niceties that smell sweet fade into oblivion eternity I’ll meet. Forever turn life, spin intertwined. Observe my state as you sip a wine. Bring unto a light, do it to sleep well, place me in places you want…

Shapes Of Complexity

I was born in flames that called to beckon me to bend in shapes in only one direction. I never fit into forms that for me expected were ways old fashion and by a rod directed. A rebel my soul went with the whims heart I had inside my spirit screamed torn apart. Anguish to…

Fade

Taken away left here stories tell of my search it’s darkly propelled. Solar flames jet passed my eyes. My discovery is here as ink dries. Shall I leave sad or joyfully rejoice? I think for now sad is my choice. From the deep it rises up to a top at what I might do, my…

Beholding Your Art

I see a merge of reality and dream. I see abstract I see a different scene. Absorbed become melted and drawn by me I happen to love a day’s dawn. Everyday a gift is a chance to change morbid pictures of pain to joy sustain. Falling consumed you are with an art that I see…

Where I’ll Never Return

I have some ghosts, whisps as if smoke, in my mind awoke to fly out my throat. Search and unwind I do over some time heal where I’m blind and I see what I find. Where I’ve learned, which me concerns, in memory it burns I will never return. Places sewn safe by understanding I…

What We Know Below

Hello chameleon, I see again change. Explain a reason to me do entertain. It is a deep dive in a pool of truth you fear it more for it at times is a bruise. What do your ill made monsters do? Dwell not expelled they’re hell for you. Everyone will lie and reveal in time…

Motion In Cold Oceans

Go real slow motion used tames a wave of cold abuse. Regal speech in your dance leads a heart into a trance. Pity the meek let them see you in motion so gracefully. On a stage it is a place soft; tender display, burdens lost. What a power you do possess to dance away what…

Fire You Breathe

On levels conquer does a frequency over my prowess often you breathe. From lips is a fire like dragons exert; a mystery unseen then is unearthed. Pockets of sound do become erased. In glorified fashion your voice is raised. Often you do it so my mind is a vault holding days gone which are my…

To Address Duress

I’ve torn the sheets covering me nights. I’m embattled bled, unchanged to fight. I want to evolve try I change perspective. Yet my vices do tear a method ineffective. All is same as before so I change my pace. Some new position I my bed shift its place. I’ve a responsibility to open my eyes…

Burning Alive

Fade away do lovely sinews that I do view of me and you. Do not want it that haunts in my thought; I’m no savant. I overthink I replay in my brain’s design all burn alive. Put on a pyre what we desire so all my fire turns me a liar. Back and forth sense…

Twisted

What am I to do with logic today? Contortion calls to altered states. Fold sentiment wrap it around you hold tightly to gentle sound. For now today I cry at humanity as it leaps off of cliffs of insanity. Which way look do you at an eye as our nature is twisted disguise? Can I…

An Azure Dawn

I see blue I see you dressed in diamond diving into dreams calling on an island. The shore is so soft but heat it blisters. Enchanted I do ask how ever resist her? Eyes glance across rooms they’re drawn into your replication of some azure dawn. Be the master that you’ve always been of commanding…

Memories I’ve Let Go

I want to look back a few years retreat to the past so I can hold feet to a heat. Slowly I burn I can see faces in a glow. As I pass away I’m beyond my control. I’d like to thank all my old friends now. I’m glad I do not see your rancor…

Coalesce

Our love has no form. Endless and so eternal we wrap each of us in that which is internal. Expressions of joy it is in us now abundant. Alone we feel stings of that which joy wasn’t. Alone I only survive by hanging on thin thread. Tied on my extremities I a puppet am so…

Pupil Of Fire

I remember her well, here next to me hurt like breaking of bone; in a wound some dirt. Wash it off I do so I’m free of macabre tones. She was a lit fire fierce, no nonsense condoned. She taught me how to grow with some scars. Left in an anguish she did but she…

Sad Condition

Capture me my head it can’t seem to get it right. What flows from me now my brain is not a delight. The black of cold bites my hand as I try feed it. Succumbed I have to be numb and so defeated. I guess I’ll take this pill, they say it brings a joy….