As I Bleed

I try to think with you here, have I felt my heart so clear? I hear strikes, bolts in heaven, strike the earth, words do leaven. I describe it so emotion grows; I burn objects seizing my soul. Noise, hypocrisy swallows a space inside you tears, words not erased. Arson my sin is from blinded…

Chaos Your Sanity

Shelter you seek to hide; forces cold from outside. Facing fear to reckon it but you turn; and it forget. Noncompliant, an anecdote, you try create a place remote. How dare it, what is faced, ask you for a full embrace. Who do you think you are? To dismiss it a person’s heart. Dancing flame…

Your Own God

Can you manifest or conjour a touch from the divine to keep love as such? Can angels in dark be looming there? Fueling logic of a heart to aid repair. Broken marvelous, visceral sinew sew together pieces me I hunger for control. Step into this fight a better part of me believes so to seek…

Demeanor

I thought of summers long ago into the past; as I did I felt a gloom wash over me so fast. My head down I see others who like me I have my head where I don’t look at my sky. Pounding goes a tune inside the part of me I’ve gloom in a room…

Metamorphic

I’ll change again later on in the day. When the sun it rests its head away. Before I was the better part of me. Ashamed I am of what is not seen. Really I must ask of myself for tales of what I do to so I might sleep well. Chrysalis captures warmth filled drug…

Salting The Earth

A bird sat on my shoulder to sing a song; none bolder. I listened to tales of where flew sparrows; flying on air. Pass by I’m not quite innocent; I reach deep for some semblance. Walls ten feet I look to scale. Uncouth ways of mine do fail. I’ll shout for it to declare mine;…

Rebel My Daylight

Enter in to sky to give meaning that’s seeming fastly so fleeting. Start at first it may be sleeping until two three; a song repeating. Daily dance hit the fast life fire’s in you my friend and you I desire. Part from beam of light your rod of sun beckons me as your God. Until…

Destiny Born

Wake up need sugar in that which you sip. Give yourself a pill, push it past your lip. Kill everything away that verses your mind makes you slow down sanity sane is divine. God could you find in the midst a storm drifting along tides seeing destiny born. You’ll have no path no journey to…

Breathing In A Room…

Back over break you bend softly to show a world splendidly lofty. The beam of it a light shown up in a chasm stick a needle in a cup. Pulse is lifting a course action I’m curious I look in chords my mind. My eyes slightly ever so softly sin. Where my mind harken, commend….

Inside Your Shadow

I wanted to see inside your mind. I saw you and my eternity I did find. Gears in motion, the ones not seen, in rust turn for my mind is not clean. Springs and pins are not so smooth. While I fight move, a memory soothes. Every heavy load my eyes they close. In your…

My Darkness My God

Consume does pride, so proud am I to say that a joy it is found in learning this way. I read in books of my God as my one savior. Swallow down pride I now taste its flavor. Salty venom of a life strikes arteries numb. I want the control of my world’s own sun….

For My Hell

Disease multiplies until I find a coffin so I dance in rain I don’t think it often. Because it I do not know the precious love for myself lies luster is infectious. I can not help it I hear voices suave, in deceit’s whisper, swear there a God. Cut by the shards a life can…

Worlds I Create

I’ve been someplace none have ever been. I travel there often in neurons it does begin. My imagination lives and breathes escape from this tired world new ones I do create. There I find softness I fear here I’ve lost; as the years pass by consume does frost. Cold to the core it is, scarred…

Your Pious Priest

Don’t say you love everyone. Such poison on your sly tounge. What do think of me I see you the type person inside not truth. You came to me in a depression. A pious priest for your confession. You can’t hide it, for I’ve seen hell. Parlayed devils; I inside sin dwell. Be imperfect it…

Worth More

Come on with the thunder, your cry. In the sun revealed is we die first inside. Do you feel you’re some kind of a god? You pick a fast lane, to give death a nod. Faced you a demon or two askew a real feeling of danger it overcome will heal. At your witts end…

In Your Atmosphere

I can see you turn into a person new while right in my eyes for me to view. Magic it dwells up in your atmosphere; you’re enlightened, gone now your fear. A look it stolen you can not help admire; those with the power to grow passion, fire. Don’t you wish it to be easy…

Torn Apart

Made in his image, torn by own. Made to pay in pain for a happy home. Struggle is the norm, fight a fire. Passing people treat you as a liar. Guess they never met, a soul mine, does not give a damn what they find. I’ve my own battles I am ripped it seems I’ve…

Stolen Eyes

As I was wandering along my same old road my eye saw your casual stroll. Exchange a word can I with you Miss? While I try figure how it came to this. Cast aside caution I throw now breaks along this path it must be a mistake. Up and down I’ve sworn oath, solitude; it…

Under Repair

Construct we must at times us superior, while choices capably chosen show inferior. Grandiose fashion kin but unconfident within; see me seek deep now of what in me is a sin. It the all seeing sky it peeks around cloud I in my solace take time to see choices of mine. Imperfectly manifest I an…

To Touch My Design

There’s a level, it I can not take. Dive into wrecks I do and break. Sadness and I are acquainted. Its visions I fill a canvas painted. Hurt, exhausted I see what I lost and I’ve failed; I do feel the cost. I want to leave this hateful place. I want to find it, a…

Teach Me Song

I don’t know of it, my perception lax, of how life’s reality whips your back. Maybe across ocean, maybe over a peak or on foreign shores, a deserted beach. Wherever you are I fail to take it in. The hurt you hold, the whip on skin. Shall I perceive it? All pain I know me,…

Drug Of Choice

You got cocaine eyes, big little intense smile. I would walk for miles to own what it defiles. Intensity breathe lungs inside my chest I play with a heart exposed inject palpable a haze. Is it bad I am addicted to the buzz you bring? Living in your bliss let I it eclipse what stings.

Frost Bitten

Distant, I stir to mourn, all along paved stones, of what I want to call my picturesque home. My dreams they change and morph so I survive and tread ever forward leaving my pain behind. Yet stagnant is a motion I call from down below; because years bled dry optimism within bones. I’ve felt the…

Pain You Don’t Own

I am not afraid, I see different I beg light insight for my own fight. Twist it I will to forms just make my own form for my soul’s at stake. Who inspires me I will never move, even those whom of you dissaprove. Those with scars, those who do hurt in tears pain they…

Paths I’ll Take

World is but field of death; yet our souls do find a rest. Smiles of joy in children I rest in smiles as day it flies. Firm finding is foundation solid ground for sensation. In strength I reach an end. Strong I stop, I begin again. My hole lies next to yours. In your smile…

Reign Over Me

Here for satisfaction, lessons in pain rather fall down in my spot; I’ve my own disaster. So rampant memory it falls down onto me. Cleanse does not now our glib made history. I can think of so many times I would change systems in my nature, frequency in my brain. Turned hallow have it placed…

Always The Same

What is drawn in the fleeting light I do feel it needs repeating. All is not fine I cope in my own little ways I stay; routines known. Back to the cry I’ve kept all time inside my mind is you so divine. I am not normal without a formal memory eternal, I am so…

Days Despair Takes Hold

Awakened stolen away to the pits of the despair where eyes read my own and see my vacant stare. I would wish no witness see me naked and so bare. All the time I’ve spent to hide the true coat I wear. What makes me me it is the pain that I can take. All…

Secrets You Keep

I can not begin pry, in your well hid eye, that lays deep inside comfort from a lie. You’ve begun I stay to ponder your way. Games you will play, hiding inner shame. What would be bad, if truth you did have, sprung forth so glad if such you had had? No wisdom for now…

Heaven And Hell

What is this specter that envelops on me? An angel from above; some kind of biology? I know I don’t know all so I’d be pleasantly pleased if there were both at play for sanity. There’s not always a part of me so pleased. I know physical things that do put me at ease. Skin…